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haizz

2010-04-14T03:42:00.000+08:00

LET ME FIND A TIME WEN I CAN UPDATE ON M BLOG!!! HAIZZZ

updates! hahahaha

2010-04-04T03:52:00.010+08:00

haizz its been a while and im still like kinda lazy to update to u guy... but got some say, my blog is the only way they can get info bout me.. hahaha and btw i lost my phone! dammit and im planning to get one soon so yah i lost all my contacts so if u reading this, pls pm me on fb! hahahaha so yah this is an update..

28th- 29th march- TFE CHALET!!

haha ive been waiting for this for a long time and at last we have a chalet.. the day started off us going to giant ant tamp and did our shopping and aftre tht its of to our chalet.. its seriously fun and at last we uncoded the life of syai.. syai , fuck u! hahahah i didnt really sleep on tht day so yah guess it, went home and died.. and i lost my phone too! haizzz! its really a time we bonded like for eg, we all coilled up in 2 beds juz becaise one of us were playing fatal frame 3, so jap horro gme which graphic was damm cheebye! haizzz we are family!(a pic of me like a matrep is juz for sarcasm andd pure its juz sarcasm.)

31 march- 1st april- JAMMING AND UNEXPECTED TORN AT AMK!

its already been planned and even though we didnt even have enough sleep but we still continue wif it.. haizz for the love of jamming i guess! hahaha wah i learned how hard life without hp! haizz but still met up wif them and have a blast! fuhh den after tht went off to raffles city to meet up wif sunny who have been missing us! hahaha or.. hmmm yah wwateva! haha but end up bad since sunny lost her wallet.. but a good thing is tht,"torn kat amk paa?? " came out and wah half dead turned alive!! hahaha so torned at amk wiff nizam, arshanti, kai, afiq and acez! fuhh adeventure and stuff in the end wen to have a nap at acez house and went home! fuhh!!

2nd april- 3rd april. torn at ecp!

haizz im really amazed tht one string of post in fb by shanti wanting to lpk turns to another overnight again wif the full effects! hahaha best best! so met up at parkway den made our way to ecp mcs and met kai first and get our free stuffs since he works there but sadly he cant join coz hes tired probably! tkpe2.. so frm 1 plus to 4 pluss sat at the breakwaters and sing our hearts out, remembering our childhood like for example fav cartoons! haizz were still young in heart! hahaa and went home the first bus but its seriously was fun! no pics coz acez cam batt was low! haizz!!

thts all i gues! so ppl i lost my pphone so anything juz contact me on fb! chai chian!

wow i totally forgot i have a blog..

2010-03-24T04:14:00.006+08:00

hahaha my bog is totally dead but nvm im trying my best to keep it alive... okay by tht ill juz update wat u have been missing lately..

i have a new bunch of family call THE FULL EFFECTS. so amazing how we started frm facebook can become so close knitted and been lepaking wif them ever since... tfe, we are family, stay close aites!

and my band MIDLIFE PARODY! had another gig, at blackhole!!! woots!! fun its totally fun!! my best gig ever.. the crowd was the most awesome bunch of ppl and also sharing the stage wif rose from anonymity and fatal attraction.. haizz the feelings cannot be describe!! yeah!! midlife parody!!! woots! and we midlife parody is officially taking a break to work on our originals! yeah!

i have another new side project call THE FULL EFFECTS BAND! hahha created wif bunch of music loving tfe family and we had our first jam on the 23 march! hahahaha best and btw WE LOOKING OUT FOR A VOCALIST!!! so anyone intrested, pls pm me!

BTW im looking for bands who is intrested to perform this early april... if u know any band or u and ur band urselves intrested, pls pm me on fb! thks!!

and for those who dont know, I CUT MY HAIR SHORT LAH DEI!!!! HAHAHHAHA haizz seriously missing my long hair where i can be emo2 tk tentu psal! hahahaha

thts it i gues.. ive been missing my frens much! meet up okay! chai chian!

picnic/bbq at pasir ris park..

2010-02-17T19:11:00.007+08:00

hey an update.. been bz wif this past few days and ok lah i think i shall do an update.. went out wif adopted family for picnic/bbq session at pasir ris park and even though i got sunburns and stuff it was worthwhile.. and i tried fishing and caught one!! yeah!!! begginers luck i guess.. so this is wat i caught.

i dunno wat this thing is called but im happy!!! hahaha

inn helped me alot lah.. i dont even know how to fish and worst, my first try end up the whole weight and fishhooks flew all the way into the sea.. and i still have phobias bout catching live baits and instead catching one, i lets the baits jump out by itself!! hahaha

so nth bad happen not like the last gathering and im gratefull for tht!! we did lots of stuff like we all went for cycling and i wasted my energy cycling wif a very low bike, til i got the seat adjusted and frm there on, its a smooth ride...

the 6 of us.. see my hair?? mat tocang!!

im forced.. haizzz!!!

haha see im being forced to do tht hair.. mcm jap sumo wrestler!! sape mau lwn!!?? hahaha the food was great and ppl there was on high spirits!! see pics below!

lets jump!! hahahathe pyramid!

went home arnd 5 pluss and soon as reached home, i crashed!! tireed but fun!!! lets do this more often!!! thts allx)

finally an update!! FINALLY!!!

2010-02-14T23:21:00.005+08:00

sorry peeps tht i have not been updating for so long.. dun ask me why but the main reasons are, IM LAZY AND THERES NTH EXCITING.. sok so im juz gonna update on my life abit.. mom and matrep not at home, happily having their holidays wif auntie and the rest at kl so LEAVING ME ALONE AT HOME!! woots!!! so let me update wat happened this friday, 12/02/2010x)

break my own personnel record by coming to school at 815 in the morning.. hahah i haven been reaching school in this time for a freaking long time and i gotta say, im freaking proud of it BUT!! dun expect it to continue.. hahah got lifeskill presentation and i bloddy hell think my grp did freaking well.. haha kuddos!! hope can score.. after, accompany zul at kovan coz after tht he have job interview.. haha kekek pe jln ngan ni mat! ahahha den i need to leave for prayers..

went to meet amin and den went for prayers so after tht accopany them to the ica building coz amin renewing his photo.. so waited freaking long for the thing to complete and in the end cant stay there long coz after tht im going to bugis.. sorry guys cant accompany u guys to buy ur deck at tamp..

try finding me!

the reason i was going to bugis coz for the first time, im invited to have sheesha wif the otais of AM&FC!!(anti-matreps &floating caps) rid screwthatfellow, thts me!! ahahhaah so yah reached there and immediately i saw them.. a big bunch of group and at tht point i only knew khairul, which was frm my school(ite) and kai(secondary school) in the end the 10 of us turned up and had lunch b4 heading for sheesha!! den alot of others joined in and sheesha was great wif them!! those jokes and FUZZY WUZZY!! HAIZZZ crack my bain up and coz of tht cant even sleep.. easily one of the best bunch of ppl i have hang out wif and eventhough its my first time meeting them, at first im abit shy but sometimes, if u held back, u wont get the fun! hahaha nxt time outing lagi pa OTAIS/FUL EFFECT! hahaha

after tht tot if tonning wif them at esplanade but tmrw mom and matrep going away and they expect me to be bck home.. haizzz!!!hakim was worried sick if i kena rembat outside.. haha its fine lah.. they are nice bunch of ppl! hahah anyways thts it.. i dunno wen my nxt post gonna be but juz keep checking and PPL! PLS TAG MY TAGBOX!! ITS FOR TAGGING DAMMIT! HAHAH

VICKY!! CHICKEN NUT BREAD

2010-02-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

THIS IS MY UPDATE!! FREAKIN FUNNY VID!!! SHLD WATCH!

FYD AND AFAA, NI LAH UPDATE AKU!!!

ABT MY LIFE LTR ON OKAAY

woot gig!!!! baek ah ade gig!!!

2010-01-31T21:12:00.013+08:00

IM HERE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD TO ALL THE PPL WHO CAME DOWN TO OUR GIG YESTERDAY AT CHAPTER6 STUDIOS!!!! EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT KNOW MUCH ABT MOST OF U BUT HAIZZ WAT THE HECK, U WERE THERE TO SUPPORT AND ITS BEEN A PLEASURE PERFORMING TO ALL OF U!! EVEN THOUGH IF THE BASS AMP SERIOUSLY SUCKS, WE STILL HAVE FUN!! THANKS AGAIN SUPPORTER!! NXT TIME GIG, SUPPORT LAGI!! HAHAHA

AND TO MY BANDMATES, I CAN T IMAGINE PERFORMING WIF ANYONE ELSE!! SERIOUSLY!!! UR THE BEST BUCH OF MUSICIANS I STUMBLE UPON AND EVEN THOUGH THERE WE SCREW UPS AND TECHNICAL PROBLEMS, ATLEAST WE HAVE FUN RIGHT?? WE ARNT PERFECTIONIST!! WE JUZ THERE TO ENTERTAIN AND HAVE FUN!!! BTW BILE MAU JAM LAGI?? HAHAHA enough say, let the pic do all the talking..

again here i am saying thank you for supporting us!! wow euphoria!! hahaha frm humble beginnings to ourselves now.. its been a step guy.. wif ups and down, we conqured it all!! ROCK ON MIDLIFE PARODY!! WOOTS!!

today gig!!! woot!!

2010-01-30T02:11:00.002+08:00

yes ah tmrw gig.. i still not confident if i play the songs properly.. like ive been thnking to myself, wat if i screw up.. den the whole band screw up, hailmi's drumsticks broke into 4!! and yah the whole crowd leaves and the world explode.. all because i strt the chain.. haha imagine...

im staying up all night to double check and try to make some improvisation.. eh why cant a bassist do tht??! haha and i officially broke 2 new picks.. haha 1 snapped and another one juz chipped off beyond usable! haha die die!! if during gig i break sumore picks, im left wif my finger and im not comfortable wif tht!! haha

but aanyway we going to have our last praac session b4 gig, to juz clear the doubts and stuff.. and i juz notice smtg.. 30 jan is the most heavily packed day of my life.. i have jam and gig, my family having bbq at pasir ris and alot of other stuff i cant mention! haha wth!! anyways i betta get back to picking my bass back.. toodles!

i look like a butch!

2010-01-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

yes!! i hate my hair.. i really dun want to go to school juz nw coz of this.. and the best part wen i enter class, everyone was like, u didnt cut ur hair, u look the same.. OMG!!! u know how depressed and lousy i am right now spotting this stupid hairstyle and i seriously prefer my long hair!! and tht bloody old man is a fucking, tengok kulit.. malays should know this..

had a squabble wif him after saying tht i didnt cut my hair to school regulation and hes kicking me out of school!! WTF U SOB! U ASKED ME TO CUT, I CUT MY HAIR AND LOOKING LIKE A PHATETIC LOSER AND U ASKING ME TO CUT SHORTER!!! BLODDY ASSHOLE! FUCK U AND UR COWARDNES, SPINELESS BASTARD!!sent to the section head office and hes one hell of a reasonable guy.. i showed him my last picture before i have this pathetic cut and he clearly understands and i respect him for tht.. i truely do..

asking me why i cant be like others.. I HAVE MY OWN STYLE AND PERSONALITY OKAY!! ppl may not like long hair and im clearly fine wif it and its not bothering anyone, not like if i swing it, the whole world will collapse! haizz!! pll and theeir pathetic excuses, always not desiring to see ppl happy for a moment!

ur juz being pressured!

2010-01-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

stupid school system.. i kpet wondering to myself, why i even bother to go to school and why im not rich enough to go some art school where there, atleast u have the freedom to express ur individuality!! no one will criticized ur looks and dun care even if ur hair touches ur ass! haizz engineering course, wat a sad pathetic excuse for ppl to keep short hair.. its merely a job, not ur lifestyle.. u may work as an engineer, thts ur living, but ur are a hardcore rocker inside and thts ur lifestyle! gosh like my hair gonna be suck by some machine!! haizz

ur also being pressured my dear class advisor.. ur juz a puppet being controlled by politics in school.. u may not care but ur higher rankings counterparts pressured u to do this.. i dun put all the blame to u but atleast u can nxt time try speaking up and not being engulfed pressurizing statement! get a spine and take charge of ur life and class.. i know u can doit!!

lastly!!U SECTION HEADS ARE JEALOUS COZ UR BALDING AND THTS WHY U CANT KEEP LONG HAIR!! HAHA AND I THINK IF UR NOT IN THE SITUATION, U WILL BE SPOTTING A NEW LOOK WIF UR LONG HAIR.. REMEMBER THE 80?? HAHA I GUESS SO!

JAMMINGAGAIN@CHAPTER6 STUDIOS!

2010-01-23T01:28:00.004+08:00

MEMORY-SUGARCULT

THE GREAT ESCAPE-BOYSLIKE GIRLS

WAY AWAY-YELLOWCARD

NOT GOOD EOUGH FOR THE TRUTH IN CLICHE-ESCAPE THE FATE

SINCE YOU BEEN GONE-KELLY CLARKSON

RUN, DONT WALK-HEY MONDAY

CAN DO IT??!! YES WE CAN AND YES WE MUST! HAHA IF NOT I KILL U MP!

haha so up there is the song list for our upccoming gig and i have to learn this by wed for the practice session.. haha but im not particularly favourite since u been gone coz i only enter during the chorus!! haha but its syaza's highlight so yah have to take one for the team.. see im not selfish although i may become a fishmonger!! haha

so today jamming at chapter6 studio at jln besar and the best part is tht we get 1 hr free jamming!! hahah so 18 bucks only! my main objective today is to find one rxk and show it to sab coz, i dunno its funny if u saw an rxk and point it to sab!! haha

the room was freaking awesome man!!! haha its freaking big and cozy and the equiptment was superb!! haha today i think we played well but we have a spat of rust coz we have not been playing wif each other since the last time gig.. but well job to everyone.. atleast we didnt cock up entirely!! haha way away was the best song we played and enjoyed it!! haha wanna come back but the rooms was ex!! 18 buck per hour but the quality i salute to the max! haha maybe we will be coming back, soon after we all not pokai!! haha

after tht parted ways wif hailmi and amin coz they have to go home and me sab and syaza lepak at hg mall rooftop.. bebual best!! maen card pon best!! i won the first 3 game! haha!! den after tht sab accompany us to interchange and went home! then this happened! bunch of matreps board the bus and was like toking to each other.. "eh deni nye guitar confirm brand china.. aku nye guitar tong lagi mahal dari die nye..." matrep 1. "aku rase ugh! dah tk bagos jgn nk step gi jamming studio ah maen.. aku rase die tk lei maen afterlife.. hahahah!! " matrep 2 den the rest laugh.. juz kept quiet coz im tired luhh to entertain them!! haha FIRST OFF MATREPS!! ITS A BASS NOT GUITAR!! BASS GUITAR WITH 4 STRINGS!!! KNOW UR INSTRUMENTS BEFORE CIRTISIZING!! AND IT COZT MORE DEN UR GUITAR KAPOK!! $300++OKAY!! SECONDLY ATLEAST AKU PEGI JAMMING STUDIO JAM, DARIPADE KORANG TK TENTU ARAH MAEN BWH BLOK ORG COMPLAIN!! KLAU SUARE SEDAP TU TKPE AH!! MEMBINGITKAN ORG NYE TELIGA JE!! AND LASTLY, KAU FIKIR MUSIC ADE AFTERLIFE JE??!! AKU SUROH KAU MAEN LAGU JOE SATRIANI, STEVE VAI, MUSE, KAU BLEH TK!?? JGN CKP GUITAR AH! BASS HYSTERIA KAU BLEH HANDLE TK?? CKP JGN SEMBARANG AH!! PEROSAK MUSIC!!

let them be.. let them think they are the best and wen they step into the real world, they wwill know where they stand.. i know myself im not a good player but i try my best and dun critisize other's playing.. lastly im not a hypocrite! thts all.

yes ah!!

2010-01-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

see the new pics at the side!! its my new hair and juz today, after some of the irritating curls came back, i took a pic!! wth right?!?! haha so yah i think today was seriously fun to the max!! haha went walking arnd little india!! hahah so..

ok i didnt go to school today.. i over slept and as soon i woke up called hailmi coz we promised to go jamming today and oso to find out where is chapter6 studios.. yah so get ready and meet him and his fren haziq, together went to little india.. so yah was looking for this building, 101 smtg and found it.. haha so lpk jap ngok bdk nafa!! hot pe??!! haha kalah budak poly.. haha so haziq was supose to take his watch back frm casion and got it.. now were off to find chapter6 studios..

otw there we detoured abit coz i was i think abit jakun to go to this place.. haha and kind enough they brought me there to experience.. we were at DESKER ROAD! haha walk behind and saw all this pros! haha eye opening like shit and i was seriously acting cool but haha i failled.. so after the quick detour there, headed back to find chapter6 studios and heres the funny part.. we were walking and i think were lost.. haha so yah decided to call the guy and guess wat, we are at the front gate!! haha and all the poteks dont see the sign!! haha if we have not called i think we will be all the way to town i guess!!

so slacked awhile and after a while, decides to find an atm machine.. again were off to another adventure.. and asked this matrep where is the atm machine, and he replied near the mrt station.. was cursing our bad luck and den haziq tried asking a lady frm 7-11 and she says the machine is juz up ahead!! bloody hell punye matrep!! if u follow his word i think kite sesat lagi!! haha.. wanted to strt jam early but the guy is not there and guess wat again, he dun have his keys to his shop!! haha joke of the century! owner but dun have the key.. after this tht, he says he have to cancel the booking and hes giving us free 1 hrs jamming the nxt time we went there.. haha so gonna make use for mp upcoming jam! yeah 18 dollars saved!

decides to go home but we detoured to mustafa centre! the best place to be in i guess for me right now!! haha was walking around and finding alot of exciting stuff and most importantly cheap stuff!! haha and while me and hailmi was surveying, haziq was gone!! haha but we kept on surveying and we found chopper lah!! haha FOR ALL U MATREPS OUT THER, CHOPPERS LAGI MULIA DARI "MOTOR" BASIKAL PYO PYO KORANG!! hailmi was surveying for shoes and i found NIKE AIR MAX SELLING AT MUSTAFA CENTRE!! HAHA so matreps, airmax available at mustafa centre.. so back to finding haziq and he was at this swiss knife shop and i now know wat i want to have for my 18th birthday! I WANT A SWISS ARMY KNIFE!! LIKE THIS!

while waiting for haziq to buy one, side trecking and hailmi sudenly suggested our bands image!! a safety helmet.. got a pic but i cant upload it.. haizz!! so yah walked around finding stuff and trying alot of stuff and i can tell u, if i have lots of money, ill come here!! coz theres everything u need or dun need but who cares, ur money!! haha so lets see, frm checking out some mp3, went looking for shoes and now bbuying swiss knife! lol and we took 1.5 hrs supposed to be our jamming time.. haha after tht went home.. wat a wonderful day.. nxt time hang out again haziq!

bad stomach, stupid curls!!

2010-01-20T00:16:00.002+08:00

STUPID CURLS!! it juz keep coming back!! i really fed up!! haha but juz persevere!! hold on and everything will be juz fine.. i know i have not been updating but i dunno after reading some blogs, i felt the urge to update mine!! haha so here it goes!

today i skipped first period coz i overslept even though i slept early tht night and the class strts at 1230! haizz wat to say, wat to do! haha!! so i juz entered the second class which was test.. yeah i did 5 qns and the rest all copied! den went to eat and juz remembered, i need to sign up for singpass at serangoon cc and i dun know where.. so lucky i met hailmi at the bustop and asked him to accompany him! lucky.. so yah after signing up, went looking for a shop to buy drink and guess wat, we cant even find one and fairprice, our only hope, let us down.. lucky found some value shop quench my thirst!! haha den went home straight away to deferred my ns.. relived!! tmrw is the deadline and i still haven registered and i dun wan to pay 10000 to the govt and sit in jail for 3 years! haha i think thts abt it..

yes ah, tmrw im going jamming!! wif hailmi and his fren at this new place( not new luhh but we juz didnt find out.. ) chapter6 studios which coincidentally gonna be the place where midlife parody gonna have our second gig!! haha free entry and were the first performance at 630!! so pls do com down and support!

haizz!!

2010-01-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

hmm yah again ive not been updating but i thnk this time ill keep it short!!

hmm juz came back frm bbq wif my adopted family to celebrate nenek's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!! haha so yah the food was great and its been a while since ive seen my adopted cousins since the meeting.. overall it waas great but there are some problem.. hmm not going to share but ti think both parties need to relax and calm down and remember tht ur still family no matter wat.. haizz!

and this is for my BFF.. hmm all i have to say is tht u need to stay strong facing this challenges and u need to calm down.. im read to be the listening ear evan though i may doze off.. HAHA JKJK!! no lah if u seriously need anything, juz sent me a msg and i try my best to help u.. BFF STAY HAPPY OK!!!

and side tracking, ive straightened my hair!! yeah no more afro dude but alot says they miss my afro hair but who cares.. irritating curls coming back again!! cb!!

thts all i guess.. rememebr too tag me eve though u hate me.. so long!!

im fine lah!!

2010-01-14T01:08:00.003+08:00

i dunno why but now i get alot of qns frm frens asking me if im ok.. I am okay lah u ppl.. o lvl is a thing of a pass and i wont relieve it anymore.. and for the previous post, let it be. atleaast like this i have freedom! haha again i have not been updating coz school was hectic and basically i caame home tired and draggy and now, typig this post is beeing draggy coz i have strained my muscles during yesterday's gym trip..

haha so okay today went to school as per normal and i kinda have to say, im proud of today school work coz i did the treading wif perfection.. hmm so after school went to parkway wil zul, fyd and ryhan.. hmm zull wanna buy some clothes.. but sadly, hes been looking for a long sleeve shirt but went to cotton on, even to some budget store, but we cant find it so hes going home empty handed!! haha after tht went walking around parkway and i got kicked out of the arcade for wearing school uniform!! wth, th rule is simply rubbish.. atleast u can lift the rules frm ite students coz as u know, we have very flexible timetable and wats the point of skipping school, it will juz ruin ur own education... hmm stupid secondary school students! so i learned my lesson, juz bring extra pair of clothes, juz in case.. haha so after a while, i went home and sleep.. im soo tireed!!

btw guy.. hmm we looked inactive but MIDLIFE PARODY IS GOING TO HAVE ANOTHER GIG THIS 30TH JAN!! haha yep syaza's fren asked us if we wanna perform and the members agree.. haha!! yeah so our second gig!! baek pe!! haizz slow steps luhh to achieve stardom and recognition!! we can do it!! jiayou!! btw the gig is at chapter 6 production studios. so the details not yet up so if any updates ill probably be updating it on fb!! haha yeah thts it i guess!!

u have another son!

2010-01-11T02:16:00.002+08:00

hmm i juz cant bear to live wif this boiling up in my heart.. i tried to contain but the box will juz explode anytime soon.. so yes im telling it to the freeiest space on earth!

i love u but i think im not getting back the same frm u.. u are always siding him, even when hes creating alot of mistakes tht once, u said if he does it, u will take action.. but so far i see is all lies and deceit and furthermore, ur on his side everytime! hmm i know the reason and alot have told, or smack the truth in my face but i try to deny all the information coz i know u loved both of us equally!! but all i see now is all siding him even frm the latest incident, u even cared about him so much, u neglected everything tht i did.. i wanna make u proud but it seems tht its a waste even if i scale the highest mountain! where is all ur promises about treating him.. its all talk and no action so far.. i need not further clarify how u even skipped work to accompany.. to me in my eyes, ur weak and u loved him so much juz because hes born without the love of a father and u tried all ur best to replace the father figure.. and see now, the one who receives more attention is screwing this whole family and seriously, if i have my way ill kick u all out frm this house coz everything u did is juz screwing up a perfect family.. always saying why cant we have a perfect family like other.. i guess u shld look in the mirror and evaluate.. i tried my best but ur still blinded by a stupid reason! omg i dunno why but i think now if i ran away, u wonnt even care coz ur bz taking care of him much and everything else frm me is answered wif anger and resentment!! all i hope is u change to be stronger and try to control him and tried to act regarding importantness rather then blinded by love!! PLS THTS ALL I HOPE FRM U MOM!

midlife back and rolling!

2010-01-10T02:40:00.002+08:00

hmm the title up there suggest alot i guess.. ill elaborate more..

so yah this post is abt my friday.. went to school freaking late wif slippers on and looking like a matrep but who cares.. im happy and carefree and i dun a daam on how i look on friday! and yeah the whole class was also wearing slippers to school.. haha!! so went to class to take aircon and school ended and lpk at canteen.. had my lunch wif zul and lpk at the cantenn for 1 hrs pluss!! after tht, soon all gone and only left wif zul and epul.. so played cards atthe umbrella and guess wat, i was winning 3 times straight!! but den i got beaten by zul to the score of 4-3-5!! haizz seriously!! and played another round and this time 2-1-3!! omg im the one as u all expected! haha! so lpk awhile den i need to go off to compass to meet my band..

at last meet them! alot of changes.. sabon juz passed his tp and soon to be riding a RXK(motor apek ice cream) so if u see a young guy wif a wak wak motor, its him! haha and yah syaza gone green wif solar panel hp!! wth!! SOLAR PANEL!! cant stop laughing for a while!! coz yah SOLAR PANEL!! haha!! so we choosed our songs and this time i think its a particularly easy, fast tempo song, so it means tht i have alot of room to improvise! hahah SO JUZ WAIT AND SEE!! haha and after a short while, went our seperate ways and i accompanied amin to have lunch at bk.. den too bus home coz aparently, jakson is being irritating! haha so met the neighbourhood bud and played soccer a while.. and i think today might e my lucky day coz i caught SYA SHECKLER(syahir) skates and fall embarassly!! vid on facebook!! haha i guess thts all!

SUMMER RISE!

2010-01-06T03:39:00.003+08:00

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE IVE UPDATED THIS PIECE OF NETWORK AND RIGHT NOW I SHLD HAVE BEEN SLEEPING COZ I PROMISE BROTHER ZUL TO REACH SCHOOL AT 8!! HAIZZ BUT I HAVE PROBLEMS SO HELP ME IF U CAN! HAHA!

so yah i have alot to say but i think if i typed it all out, i tink it will be freaking draggy! so yah i think ill sumarise starting wif the 30th!

~30th dec 2009~ watch movie wif neighbourhood buds, watched alvin and the chipmunks and it was hilarious! after tht went walking around tamp and im here to say hakim in now a skater and i juz find out i hate going out wif fucking NO-LIFER! bloody hell bring my mood down freaking no lifer!

~31st dec 2009~while everyone went out, i stayed at home! i dunno why but i liked home! and further more i miss lots of opportunities to hang out coz the bloody phone line is jammed! idiot singtel!

~2nd jan 2010~ went out wif afiq and fazulah to queensway den to tamp den to pasir ris den to ehub and den back to pasir ris! haha enjoyed the outing and i bought my first drumsticks, mike portnoy drumsticks!! 4 left in sg and i juz bought 1 so left 3!! haha lucky! the outing was great and we chatted till we forget bustops and train stations! haha

~4th jan 2010~ went back to school!! haizz miss those classmates of mine like bro zul, abg sapau, han and the rest! haha and now i cant skip school coz i bassically cant! bloody hell to laziness! haha went karaoke after school and loving it! haha

~5th jan 2010~second day of school! new student mcm kental sia! haha and still loving school! today more fun, played pranks and slacked in school till were the last ones to get out!! lets do this more often! and zul wants me to write this! he beats gog(god of gamblers) hougang and tampines by the score 2-3-2! lucky guy!

yah thts all the post! i skipped all the tiny details coz i know its gonna be draggy but if ur KAYPO and ITCHING TO KNOW THE TINY DETAILS! ask me! thts it!

makan till ur stomach burst!!

2009-12-28T07:11:00.002+08:00

ok the title says it all and yes i do mean it!! i cant even walk properly after dinner wif achaboy and dicky at laguna ecp.. haizz!!

so yah woke up to accompany hakim to buy his school books.. i dun mind luhh since hes been helping me alot and he needs help. so yah went to the newly renovated peicai sec(PACAI) and after yeah this happens.. hmm wen were walking to the school, we saw 2 matreps wif heavily mod bicycle and yah the typical hairstyle and not forgetting the floater cap.. they were riding and they even have time to stare at us!! haha! den after buying books, at the front gate, we saw this green "motorbike" very nice and i tot it was a kr BUT!!! something amiss, no motor sound and the guy was not wearing helmet!! haha den wen i comes closer den now the true story unfolds, BAPAK MATREP WIF HIS STEP KR MOUNTAIN BIKE!! haha wtf and worst he was staring at ppl who was laughing at him!! doesnt he deserve it?! lol so after tht ordeal, went to kovan to buy some stuff and den home to get ready to meet achaboy and dicky..

met ashraf who took the wrong bus!! haha den we got off the wrong bustop and have to walk all the way to meet dicky!! haha lol so yah went to ecp and on the way were toking and relieving the old stories but mostly were toking bout soccer.. haha so yah after a long walk, decides to sit at the break water first before having dinner.. yeah at the break water, talked alot since its been awhile since i met them.. did some catching up and its seems vanessa was there but shes roller blading.. let her be. so yah den we have our dinner.. hmm 10 bucks fried rice, 12 buck stingray, 10 bucks satay, 5 bucks omelet and total of 7 glasses of sugarcane wif lime and one coconut! haha yeah enjoy the time and eat our way!! love this things!! lets do it more often!

after dinner, sat again and this rocks and yah had more catching up and more stories until dicky wants to leave coz he wants to watch the chelsea match.. argh fuck chelsea! so yah ashraf the leader and yes did some detour but we reached our destination!! haha so yah took the bus home! i must say its money worth spending!

MERRY CHRISTMAS SPECIAL EDITION!

2009-12-26T03:40:00.005+08:00

hmm frm my last post, i think u shld have figured im so not loving christmas season.. i dunno why but its smtg i really wanna avoid throughout the year.. not being a scrooge here but hmm i think im subjected to my own bloody hell opinion!! haha

so yeah christmas eve- SICK!

wat about christmas?- SICK WIF HEADACHES!

so if i calculate, by new year- DEAD!

lol.. hmm juz preparing for the worst.. so yah went to prayer and yeah im late again.. sorry guys, u have been waiting for me almost every week bt im always late.. haizz so yah after prayer went to kovan since hakim needs to top up and after tht slacked a mc like nobody's business.. great time making fun of the aunties there.. mega mc spicy upSAI!(shit i think) and large COCK!(coke) haha seriously we didnt have much to do so after slacking, went home to get ready for soccer.. hmm late again coz i think i cant get enough of lotr the 2 towers war scene.. hmm the build up and the actual war was really amazing!! haizz so they left me, i think kinda deserve it.. took the bus. soccer was boring i guess since thres alot of hostilities but we manage to work out our difference.. the miracle of christmas! so not!

hmmm mom brought back home a log cake frm work which cost $22 but she got it for free.. so yah she goes on and on abt how preety this cake and this and tht.. so i decided to do some minor adjustment! hee lest see it.. the original state!

nice huh?

my dream christmas.. my adjustment!

mom came out and was like staring in utter disbelieve.. hmm maybe i have a sick, twisted, delusional, psycho mind in me!! haha!! anyways merry christmas!

closepassage

2009-12-24T18:09:00.002+08:00

finally an update for u silent readers.. so yesterday, finally went jamming wif my side project band, close passage.. im really sorry iff i came late coz yah i seriously felt like shit on tht day.. woke up at 3 am juz to sneeze my way off till 6 pluss where finally i got a little bit of sleep den around 10, i woke up feeling the whole world weight on my head..but i always remember my members, so found the strength and off to meet u all..

after bus ride, went to semei to jam.. hmm i was their now drummer and im sorry if i cock up and made alot of mistakes.. like fazullah stare at me wen i make mistakes.. scary! hee but lucky got hailmi who helped me and yah basically took over the drumming for a while.. overall it was good but theres still some stuff tht can be perfected.. and finally i can ketok tht drums!!

haha so yah after jam, went to eat $1.80 chicken rice at tamp and tot of having more but juz a plate, im filled to brim.. hee.. so yah after food, afiq decides to have band meeting for the nxt upcoming song choice.. asri, hailmi and indra went home and the rest of the band proceed to the airport.. totally out of the blue.. haha so trained there.. den this happens. fazullah was staring at this lobster and suddenly says pantat jet ah! means voluptuous ass.. the lady at the cash register suddenly turns and was staring at us! wtf quickly cabot! met ryhan sapau there too.. we were all anxiously waiting for zul court hearing and i hope for the best!! so lpk at mc aand discuss bout song choice.. den since hakim wants to go home early coz the world i gonna end soon, we took the sky train which was hakim's first ride and took bus home.. in the bus.. hee as usual.. haha!! and for my classmates who were enjoying themselves during the bbq.. i hope u all have fun wif the bbq and sure my absence will not be missed by u all.. i know who i am.

now i seriously feeling feverish and giddy.. hmm fever during christmas eve, during christmas, i find out i have 5 more days to live and on new year, im dead! haizz IM HATING CHRISTMAS LIKE EVERY YEAR!

outingwifmyadoptedfamily!

2009-12-22T02:59:00.012+08:00

as i say again.. im only updating this blog if smtg really fun happen to me on tht day.. if its juz my usual EAT, SLEEP, SOCCER, LEPAK, RAPPELZ, SLEEP, i wont update but i can tell u im really getting lucky at rappelz.. hee!! so this post is on saturday wen i went out wif my adopted family for an outing since we have not had it for quite some time.. break it down!

so yah went out on a rainy day to kallang mrt to meet the rest.. aboy not coming along coz he had to go back to his camp! shucks.. i need to ask him smtg acctually.. a point of view.. so met tutik on the bus and went off.. meeting noi, fizah and atik.. so only 3 boys and the rest all girls.. so took bus to kallang leisure park wher this happens.. i juz hate it wen im in the toilet and some stranger approached me and tell me education is important and stuff.. seriously i have those talks at school, at hme and around family but to be educated by a stranger working as a cleaner is rubbish.. stick to cleaning!

so yah nxt tot of eating den we decide to bowl but the alley is full! so yah had to waait and the rest head out to the arcade.. i seriously think its juz a bad day to play arcade.. seriously.. drum mania sucks.. even played initial d.. a game i wont lose i think but i lose! at hiro!! nice one! but atleast i own its back at tekken.. so far im liking to be the spammer.. got up to stage 5!! haha! hailmi the pro stage 2! heex)bowling called and went down to the alley!

so yah went bowling! and again i juz seriously hate the no. now! its everytime im left with one pin and its always at the corner! serious shit!! only got a spare, no strike and yeah bottom 3!! haizz!! no more explaining.. pics do ur toking!

my beautiful vans!

my team of bowlers

another bowling happy ppl!

ok after bowling, decided to eat at lau pa sat but sadly the time only 5 pluss!! haizz lau pa sat not even opened! hee so yah tot of walking around orchard but had an better idea.. lets play the arcade.. hee now my luck starting to come back.. i played drum properly(beginner) and played like this real life drums and yes its random! midlife parody drummer oso cock up! haha! went off after tht to suntec to meet hailmi's mom so were going lau pa sat together! den reached there around 8 pluss and yeas finally got to eat!! hee starving! satay!! and this thing! im a noob at this thing called gong gong!

inn, noi, atik and hamkah!! haizz

fiezah,tutik and kak lyana

bassist and drummer!

irritating piece of shell! took me almost 5 mins to get the flesh out! haizz!

waited for inn family to come and busu and family to come.. so we eat first! haha lol aftre they come, me and hailmi's mom wif jaide went around lau pa sat to survey! hee delicious food i can tell.. tk puas nxt time come again! haha!so after this and tht some of them to car and cab bck home and only me, hailmi's family and fieza and noi took the train back.. fun train ride den took the bus and home sweet home!

i need money!!

2009-12-18T07:26:00.009+08:00

haizz i thinking im gonna beg mommy for this! an opportunity tht cnnt be missed out! i juz knw(i abit slow luhh) tht muse concert this 3rd feb, there will be also SAOSIN AND RISE AGAINST!!! 2 of my fav bands.. its smtg tht worth begging for watching saosin and rise againts and also the main act MUSE!! SOOO MOMMY PLS PLS PLS IM BEGGING U!! gime me 100 buck now so i can buy the tix!! pls!!!

enough bout tht!! so yah during this hols, nth luhh except waking up reaal late and sleeping early in the morning! and woke up to play soccer.. thts bassically my life now! i wish school juz open.. but no sch doesnt mean i cant hang out wif my sch mates so on wed, went karaokeing!!

so yah woke up preety late coz of zul calling me saying today go karaoke.. okay lah since ryhan and fyd coming too! okay so reach there eaarly.. tot zul is there..after he came, went to play daytona and well( zul mati2 want me to write this) he won.. both races he won.. but all i can say is the first i screwed up and the second, he cheated! haizz.. fyd called me, toking like in fear ask us to fetch her frm the bustop.. she was clearly shaken frm this and i seriously dunno wat to do.. hmm so ask her to follow us in coz we are going to play daytona wen she called us.. so the three of us played and yah, zull mng lagi! hmm atlast, ryhan came and we can strt karaokeing!! 2 hrs!! best!

lagu sume baek nye!! tarik mcm nk mampos ade sei!! hee.. fyd voice like tweety bird, cute and soft and as usual the rock brothers start lagu farhana, end wif farhana!! haha its like habit already.. but all i can say its freaking fun!! serious nxt time invite more ppl whose not shy!! haha but i think this time, ryhan abit quiet.. maybe coz theres a girl.. hmm..pics!!

grp photo!!

ape nk jadi ngan kite!!

tarik mcm nk mati!!! tarik tarik lagi!!

so after karaoke, went to have dinner.. nasi ayam penyet! and this happens.. the chili they gave was not spicy at all and ryhan decides to ask for more.. he ask for little bit and the auntie gave w whole bowl!! haha bahase kan nmpk cik!! haha so after tht lpk awhile, wait for zul bus and den me and ryhan walk to our bustop and i took bus home! thts all!! we should do this more often!! right fidi and zul and nxt time invite more ppl mcm farhana, nanti ade org tu nyanyi farhana suare tros the best.. tau2 lah sape!!

one more thing.. the reason im not blogging this past few days is ive found smtg to do late night till i forget to blogg!! the thing is called rappelz and its an online game, rpg and inn and hailmi and me been playing!! its fun! try it!

bbqwiftheneighbourhoodkids!

2009-12-13T04:14:00.003+08:00

hmm friday had bbq wif my neighbourhood mates and also celebrating syaza's birthday.. its kinda last minute but hmm lets make something wif the things we got.. so yah met them at 3 under amins block for final preperation and also to clear things up coz clearly, there are juz some whos trying to be difficult..

so hailmi, indra, syahir and hakim took the cab to carry food stuff while the rest to the bus to parkway.. hmm reached there to buy some stuff and also went shopping at fairprice.. hmm and one more thing, the fairprice at marine parade is now fairprice finest(where rich and stuck up ppl shops) i emphasize the rich part coz thingss there are expensive!! haha and shopping really makes me tired!! so after shopping, stole the trolley and off we go to bbq pit 54 E!

ive juz realised, were in area b which was miles aways frm the e!! omg so we walked like idiots pushing trolley and being the main attention for others!! totally embarassing!! hee and asri was seriously being such an ASS!! haizz i know ur not tired and u have the stamina but hmm i cnnt aand i know my limits!! stop pushing me... seriously!! but finally we made it!! yeah!! and find out thee fries are finished by hougang's pig, syahir! daam tht boy!

so yah after changing, went to help to start up the fire but we got the fire running after some kind dude helped us! thks! and for the trolley, someone lent it and it nvr came back!! wth.. so yah played frisbee and my team won!! and i juz know tht even in the game of frisbee, u can score an own goal.. lol! so yah played a while den settle down to eat the noodles and as usual, hougang pig ate first and alot tht im very skeptical we will have enough!! but if anything wrong wif the food, he die first! haha and den got the fire running and we started bbqing!! and again hougang pig caame to take the first chicken, crabstick, hot dog, fishball and wateav food he can lay out!! and also drank one bottle for himself! bloody pig!eat till u die!!

so after 2 hrs since she caalled us, syaza arrived!! haha but she brought her frens along.. hmm i reallly have no comments for this things. i went for a long walk wif amin coz i have alot of things to catch up wif him and came back.. most of my frens were gone, doing their own stuff or maybe theres smtg else for their abrupt dissapearence but cnnt blame them.. so only left me, amin and asri wif syaza and her frens.. so i took over the cooking duty and i think i did a great job.. soon wak sabon and nurin came aand yah thks wak sabon for finishing up the chickens!! hee and yeap thts wen we sabo syaza, sab spreading chilli sace and mayonaise on a plate and splatting on syaza'z face!! haizz she felt the zing of the chilli but lucky she didnt recieve the full blow coz apparently, i dun have the heart to carry out!! hmm mr softy!! so yah after a while syaza frens left and hmm the rest cae back..

so yah hougang pig left aparently hes too lazy to walk back wif us and yah hes still sec 1.. haha so we stayed past our target time to go home which was a t 8 and at 10 30 we made our way back home!! haizz syaza sab and nurin left first coz they taking cab.. btw hapy birthday syaza... so we stayed to clear up stuff and den packed up and get ready to go home!! so walked all the way to vs bustop and waited for bus.. freaking exhausted seriously!! and i tot in the bus can get any sleep!! wish on... introducing fazullah, laksmani aka latchmi!! hee!!so yah finally reached hg and im dying to get hme and sleep!! i got my wish and slept like nobody's business!!

overall, the bbq was fun but i do haave to say to some ppl srry for all my mistakes tht i may have done but the main thing is tht we all have fun!! and also i would like to annouc the birth of CLOSE PASSAGE!! hee my new side project frm mp..

ineednewpurposeofblogging

2009-12-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

i know i have not been updating my blog for quite some time.. coz theres nothing amazing happening this pass few days.. i only update the stuff i think its fun!! and fyi the days tht im not uploading, its filled wif school, soccer and sleep! hee

wednesday;went to school for a quick lesson and den went off to lpk.. dunno wat to do so ryhan suggest we go karaoke!! hee its like been our trend lately.. every week once we must go karaoke!! hee so fighting the rain, braving the storm, went karaoke!! haha this time i think its the best!! hee sang like nobodys business and i dunno why but it seems tht we kept singing the same song over and over again.. haha for example farhanah by jinbara. we sang it the first time we went, we sang tht song.. den the second time we went, oso sing the song.. then tht day oso sing the song.. TWICE!! hee abg zul ngan abg wan rockers!! hee so tht, zul ask us to play daytona.. i dunno maybe to show off his skills!! hee but tk menjadi.. abg zull all the way got third position.. haizz mane skill mu?! i won 2 race and ryhan is a very persistant guy!! haha he got second place for 2 races and luckily he won the last race if not im gonna be stuck there!! haizz so went home, played soccer.. den went home to go out to go fairprice to do some shopping for our friday bbq!! yeah!! mcm kecoh gitu. buy alot but lucky nvr over budget!! haha lol giv out the stuff and den trolleyed back home.. hee!!

thursday; skipped the first lesson.. ngantuk gile!! hee den went to lifeskill class to play some african drum stuff.. quite fun!! there was also other class but my class like dun care.. making fun of the instructor who i think was abit soft and unmanly.. hee so yah after tht went to lpk.. thks zul teman me eat while others left me to waste their life off by smoking.. haha! so yah lpk awhile den went home! went down to discuss bout the bbq and den played soccer!! haha baek today i think i have my warning shots right but always there are little follow up!! haha but i did scared the shit out of the guys there!! ade smpai nk lari klua goalpost!! haha so went home and on the way pranked syaza!! hee using syahir's hp!! hahao after soccer , dun wan to go home, lpk wif arun, kokann and aBANGLAh!! haha so frm lpk to dunno disturb man walking to den planning to disturb some uncle, den telling ghost story! haha den in the end went evesdropping on indian couple fighting!! haha after tht went home!!

SCHOOLROCKSFORTHEFIRSTTIME!

2009-12-04T22:44:00.003+08:00

so today went to school for the first time to do something for the first time! haizz ut the lesson was great lah!! i think its gonna be my fav lesson already! ELECTRICAL INSTALLATION!! so today went to install the lightbulb through the main power system.. epul was being a great help! thks!

after prayer went to nyp to give smtg to fyd and also to visit the rest! achaboy, ajeet and irah!! haha so long time nvr see them! rindu sia!! there was oso ajeet's fren, danial who followed him to skip class! haizz so yah slacked at koufu while waiting for the achaboy to come. ate chicken rice, the best i think! haha so wen achaboy came slacked awhile took some photos like below and left for mc!

as usual can see alot of fyd phots coz yah of course! until kidnapped my phone to take photos in the toilet!! haizz so at mc d ate again!! argh who cares!! den had some convo till ajeet had to go coz he had hockey training den the girls have to go coz its late!(5:30pm) haha fyd left without taking the thing she wants so me and achaboy and his fren had to walk all the way to the fountain and gaive her.. so after tht slack wif achaboy frens.. bunch of jokers seriously!! seeing preety girls walking out of school! haha so after tht me and achaboy heads to koufu while he surf the net and i did my sketch on my brand new sketchbook! so after awhile, talked and talked and talked! koufu closed so we went home. ride the train wif him and now he knows tht im very unstable person!! haha after tht took bus back home!! wow finally got to meet them!! yeah

NOW!! watching greenday live at world stage on mtv and their live performance just does not disappoint the audience and i really wish to go to their concert wen they reach sg!! I WAN TO GO!!

IDIOTS COVERING THEIR ASSES!

2009-12-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

so went to school early to meet zul and fyd coz she's holding our project work cozz we need pictures! haha thks fyd for the pictures and even pasting ssome on the booklet!! ure like our 8th member already sia!! haha so enter class dah kene sound by foo! haizz sat down quietly!

den after class he called a bunch of us until calling the course subject head to advice us.. deep inside i was juz finding a mistake by him for me to exploit coz im daam angry he called my mom down to settle this stupid problem.. it even angers my matrep bro who intends to come down and have a talk wif tht foo!! but cowards hide behind subject head! kentaljuboh! he asked me to sign the form which is for kicking me out of school! haizz rabak pe! i told him my mom sick but he like thinking im lying to him and he gave me till thursday for my mom to come and settle this shit if not im out of school! besar nye sial!

so school was fine after tht!! submitted our project and cher say we scored B for the project but he says we can aim for A! happy pe 70% of our marks dah ade!! haha den went to nasser class and did some test den after tht went to play soccer till 7 like tht! after tht went home and my aunt and uncle cam to visit plus those 2 annoying little cousins of mine! tk belh ddk diam punye bdk!! after they left, went to bed early!

HAIZZ PROJECT?!

2009-12-02T22:12:00.004+08:00

came to school early, pneumatics class and didn't do anything.. so after tht went for break, go have my lunch and yah since tmrw is our deadline for our project, discuss wif the leaders and we decide to complete by hook or by crook today.. so discuss punye discuss, this is wat happens wen ur stressed, demonstrated by zul azfar..

stress gile until a 2 dollar plastic note tore into halfs!! haizz!! den wen to buy some supplies and seeing tht we have time b4 we meet fyd to do our project, went karaoke!! seriously this is the best thing!! we sang like nobody business letting lose of our morals and seriously, have fun till we have sore throats!! haha so after karaoke, went out to take sumore photo!

cam whore out side aa pub and haizz ok we took lots of pics! den took bus to geylang east library to meet fyd.. haizz met her and i think we didnt progress coz she nvr bring her lappy and were stuck coz we dun have a printer and dunno wat to do nxt! so fyd went home to print out the ppt slides for us to paste on our notebook and ryhan went home coz his parents da biseng.. got to know tht foo kepale botak tu called my mom saying ive skipped alot of school and maybe im going to be kicked out of school!! sial! so waited for fyd smpai tertido2 haha! den went under her blok to cut aand paste ppt slides but in the end since its late, her mom called us up to do our project at her house and naseb dpt mkn mee soto coz were hungry like hell!! thks cik for the food.. den resume project work till 1130 den i went home.

SCHOOL'S OUT, WERE IN!! GIG!!

2009-12-01T22:54:00.011+08:00

29TH november 2009!! wont forget the date.. MIDLIFE PARODY first gig at odiocrib and it was a blast.. seriously!! the crowd was great and even had to do an encore! was sweating like hell, eventhough thought haizz this confirm fake wen the shop uncle told me but im drenched and daam bloody hell exhausted!! serious!! thks for those who came on tht day to support us especially achaboy and dicky who came at the very last minute!! and achaboy learns scremo!! ill let the pictures tell the story!!

happy but exhausted!! no words can express the happiness!! but we wont stop here!!we still have lots more to discover and succes juz dont measure up to a gig!! we will still continue!! woot midlife parody!!!

shaunthesheepmeetsdevilskids.

2009-11-28T00:38:00.005+08:00

karaoke!!

Thursday; lucky woke up to go to school to do the project.. epul keep calling me but im juz dead.. woke up and rush out of house wif consequences.. ltr part explain! okay so reached school, 1.5 hrs late and den wen i was juz abt to sit down and do the work, cher say class finish already.. haizz but lucky he takes my attendance.. so went to have lunch den wen abt to go final class, cher say class cancel den were lost.. tk tau nk uat pe! so epul, ryhan, zul and me went to grandlink, tot of playing pool but change of hearts, WERE GOING KARAOKE!! haha best pe?! sang alot of RnB and malay songs.. ryhan best uh, he defines karaoke, singing without caring bout ur voice!! baek den haha were dancing and jumping around!! haizz monyet terlepas.. after karaoke, went up tot of slacking but hakim all call me to meet them at street soccer court.o slack wif them and played some arm wrestle!! Ryhan lost to all three of us but win all of us individually! haizz so after tht left them and met hakim and the rest and played abit of soccer and den walked back home!! reach home and sleep!! yeah!

Friday; didnt sleep the whole morning!!! coz its hari raya aidiladha! wanted to see the sheeps being slaughtered! blood folowing, cries of desperation!! okay im getting abit sicko! so met amin, hakim, and fazullah.. so went to prayer and tot of seeing the sheep but they haven started it so went to slack at void deck awhile, toking den went back seeing the ssheeps being slaughtered! haizz kesian pe tu kambingz!! haha but if u pity it, u can eat it so yah i watch a few and went off in disgust!! haha im not afraid of the blood but juz cant stand the sight of sacrificial death!haha den went to coffee shop to have breakfast den went back to slack under blok to wait for friday prayers.. by the time im preety exhausted! haizz sleepy, wanna faint oso have! so after prayer, went home and sleep! woke up and went to granny's house! met all my cousins wow its been long! so yah and entertained the little dudes! haizz back breaking job.. im dead tired now and i need to finalise my songs coz tmrw jamming! haizz!

sheepy!!

the slaughtering!

super slinky!

2009-11-26T02:58:00.004+08:00

absoultely loving the new bass sound!!

so today went to follow abg sabon to repair his hard disk and the best part, he nvr back it up before sending in.. haha so all his file lost.. and hailmi tagged along.. coz he finished his test.. den after waiting half and hrs for the hard disk to return back, took bus to bugis coz tot of taking sumore gig tickets at odiocrib! but not happening coz hailmi is on a tight schedule since hes meeting alwee at hg mall. but this guy as soon reached bugis went to national library to answer hsi nature call.. haizz!! after tht went to swee lee to buy ERNIE BALL SUPER SLINKY BASS STRINGS!! yeah mcm tk sabar nk tukar string.. now its sounds like the sound of happiness of making love!! haizzz joking! so after tht followed wak sabon to repair his fone at iluma.. OK WAIT! there are onl 2 places where u can repair ur sony Ericson phone, semei and wisma atria.. was quite shock he wanted to repair there, tot got new shop but hopes shatters like tinted glass full of impact! haizz wak sabon!mls nk gi repair, head back home coz my neighbourhood buddies calling to play soccer!! haizz so met them and took bus to the court. there our game being kept interrupted by a small blue bird.. haizz after tht went home and at home i SLEEP!! ok im done!!

btw TO ALL THE SILENT READERS!! AND THOSE INTERESTED, MY BAND, MIDLIFE PARODY WILL BE HAVING A GIG THIS SUNDAY, 29TH NOVEMBER@ ODIOCRIB FRM 2 TO 8 BUT MY BANDS PERFORMANCE WILL BE ARND 6 OR 7!! TICKETS COST 6 BUCK AT DOOR AND 4 BUCKS WIF ME!! SO INTERESTED PARTY, PLS CALL ME OR LEAVE A TAGG!! PLS COME DOWN AND SUPPORT!!!

spiritseven!

2009-11-25T00:02:00.005+08:00

project day!!!

so today i didnt went to school coz only got one period and its the lesson i seriously dun understand.. haizz all my jokes are juz misunderstood! lol so i juz met zul, epul and fyd to do our grp lifeskills project at geylang east library.. so reached arnd 4 and do our project..

we all waiting for farhan to come but at last, member paitao! kental! atleast fyd got bring her lappy aand we caan do our project! so did powerpoint slides.. fyd thee only one doing this and we who are involve in this juz slack arnd but atleast we gave some pointers and ideas to help her along.. epul was being superly helpfull.. so along the way took alot of breaks and pics.. as usual me being the photographer and zul being the model.. happily snapping pics until nk buat project mcm mls eh.. so after a while bought bubble tea which we cnnt bring inside the library and yes, we tried alot of ingenious way of trying to drink and eat coz the cameras were juz all around us.. den from doing project, suddenly debated about egos out of the blue.. fun siol!! serious nxt time sngaje nk start a topic den debate but tk smpai gaduh ah! haha den arnd 8 we went off.

BUT afa say the night is still young and decide to lpk first.. haha so we lpk under a block, coincidentally, fyd's block! haha so called her down.. me and epul played and tok bout Pokemon like nobody's business juz because we found pokemon game in zul hp... kecoh ah maen Pokemon, thinking bout our past, still bdk yp!! haha den soon fyd came down and kecoh ah amek gmbr! lol zul and epul wanna take pic oso nk gaduh!! haha haizz wher to find this type of frens.. so after tht went our separate ways.. thts all!

baek hello kitty!!!

epul, me and zul!

i rediscover my interest again..

2009-11-24T05:00:00.002+08:00

hello peeps.. i know i have not been blogging for the past few days.. probably upsetting my private readers who dun have the guts to tag.. haaizz every one has their ways of doing stuff and probably i should not judge.. i thinking of changing my blog as a media to voice out my feelings rather den telling abt my life.. i dunno how but i think im gonna start now.

im voicing out wif the ungraciousness of singaporeans nowadays.. u might be thinking there must be smtg which sparks this topic and your true.. so this is how it happens.. yesterday a group of my fren went out to have a inpromtu jammin session and probably our spiritss were lifted.. so yah went home taking the bus and was sitting at the back.. to admit, we were making alot of noise at the back tht may irritate the other passenger.. i was expecting this to happen bcoz simply by the way we behaved, one unlucky day, this will stir up some problems.. speak of the devil wen were happily chatting annd laughing like nobody's business, suddenly a loud authoritative shout saying so noisy in malay.. we were stunned at first and i know this is probably gonna stir up some problem... so we kept quiet and one of my idiotic fren keep ignoring the call of silence and i took some action by asking him to shut up.. out of the blue, the lady who shouted turned to the back and ask me wats ur point. and even without me answering, his husband stood up, asserting his prowess towards us.. im lucky not to indulge in anger and settle this peacefully and apologise to each other.. thts how it starts..

i waas thinking again, we were in wrong at the particular time.. i know we are not considerate towards the other commuters andd were trully sorry for tht.. but im quite unhappy wif the approach of handling this situation.. first off rather den u shouting out loud in public, subsequently shaming us in public, u can take an alternative way of juz turning back and asking us to keep our volumes down and be considerate towards others.. i dun think showing ur anger to show us ur msg of unhappiness will help if this situation arose wif other ppl.. lucky we accept.and by doing tht to ur juz shaming urself in public and now ppl know tht ur character, uptight and hot tempered.. it really shows ur lack of knowledge in handling this..

the second thing his husband reaction of standing up and the problem is between us and his wife i presume.. u dun need to stand up to ask us wats our problem, maybe u should check the mirror to find the answer eluding u.. and come on old man, we have 5 guys ther and ur frailing and fragile and the bus was rocking and from the circumstances, u dun stand a chance.. and its doesnt mean ur standing up will scare us, if other ppl, this is a sign tht u wanted to fight and luckily were not those matreps who will certainly engage in this duel of epic proportion and mismatch.. and come on if we fight i the bus, confirm there will be idiots taking photographs and videos and posting it on youtube, will this tarnish our reputation subsequently? think

lucky this situation can be resolve by diplomatic approach and we know our mistakes and apologise.. i admitted i lost my face at the bus..i didnt know how to handle this.. but let bygones be bygones, ppl make mistakes..ps. from this piece of accident, i know my frens better.

so long and toodles!

serioulyspeaking,werefarbehind..KELLENG!!!

2009-11-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! haizz has not been blogging coz frm tuesday to thursday, has been all the same, sch, if i go and sleep if i forget to wake up.. but i think im starting to enjoy my tuesday lesson since i always like to disturb the cher and hes one hell of a sensitive dude..haizz and in the afternoon, been lpking.. haizz! i need excitement..

sso today went for the first out of 2(i think ) jamming/practice session at odiocrib.. was soaking wet coz after prayer, its rainiing heavily and we ran to the bustop, which was 2 traffic lights and long road ahead.. haha and noticed smtg, JC STUDENT's i think seriously nvr see puddles b4.. they were shouting more worst den ite students can.. wat a life.. so went to tamp mall, soaking, followed hailmi to buy his drumsticks.. from drumsticks to 2 drumsticks and a drum bag haha!!! den to toys'r'us and there we really played!! haha barney wif a long big dick!! haha den after tht went to take train to bugis.

the train got lots of problem.. stopping halfway and the smell of burning.. lucky it made itss way through! haha and learned through the journey to keep my mouth shut!! ok this wat happens.. we were at the kallang stop and i juz randomly said kallang, slang version so it turns out to be kelleng! the whole grp laugh den i realise im a racist bastard but arif didnt realise den i ask him to change the word a to e in kallang and he said it out loud infront of some indian dude!! haha! lol funny shit..

den reached bugis, waited for abg sabon to reach, subsequently causing us to be late!! tkpe band member.. de wen in and the thought of being it a serious jam suddenly eludes me.. haizz we apparently cnnt be serious.. thts like not our way.. haha and had special guest vocalist, saiful frm FA..thks dude!so think seriously we need to work hard more and i expect this saturday to be a fruitfully 3 hrs of our live!! lets make this happens!!den aafter jam went to eat and i juz hate ppl who dun wan to admit their mistakes and shout to embarrass others.. thts stupid!! haha took bus home and now we all know tht ARIF THINKS THAT A SHEEP WEEAANK!! stupid stuff! so thts all..

holdurheadholdituphigh

2009-11-17T03:21:00.003+08:00

wow been long since ive updated this.. so alot of things happened this past few weeks.. some im involved wif some im not so this is a breakdown..and ive changed my song.. currently friends and alibis by escape the fate!!! coz its has meaning not like somebody's song (fyd) which seriously, i have no words to express.. haha

saturday; played soccer wif ajeet and the ppls.. haha too many to type.. i brought my frens hakim, afiq and asri and im quite happy they bonded well.. and achaboy makes new frens.. haha so played frm 2 to 6 i think and after tht slacked awhile wif adi and got to play wif his d3000 cam.. and on tht day too i give back siti nur pana back to ajeet.. been nice knowing u! went home and straight to bed..

sunday; declined to follow mom and maatrep to my uncle's kenduri becoz he's going to haji.. i wish u all the best and may u hav a safe journey ahead.. so i played soccer wif some chinese poly dudes who played quite rough and haizzz dun wana say anything.. haha and i juz played a while coz obviously i juz woken up frm slumber and yeah not having the mood to play.. haizz den went back home to do some thinking, coz of my upcoming gig and dunno wat songs to play.. excited siols!! going to collect the tickets this week and soon i get it ill mass msg everyone... haizz

monday; school and mondays dun mix at all.. im tired..and i juz got my second warning letter.. haizz!! so i woke up to a wet monday and met the neighbourhood buds to discuss on our upcoming bbq outing at ecp.. haizz organise under the rain sia.. hahah and den proceed to slack under block to discuss abt my side project.. now acting as a stand-in bassist for afiq's band till they find themselves a bassist.. name not decide but im game to this a try and give a break from what i used to play.. haha..so yah planned on the 11dec at ecp.. hope it doesn't rain..

haizzz this is my life.. live like its no tmrw, live like tmrw is ur last, live till u die.

FRIDAYTHE13THJAMSESSION!!

2009-11-14T00:23:00.005+08:00

FIRST OFF!!!!MY BAND MIDLIFE PARODY IS HAVING OUR FIRST EVA GIG ON THE 27TH NOVEMBER @ODIOCRIB!!!! WOOT HAPPINESS!!!

haha self advertising siols.. haha but its daam true.. the tickets and the time and date will be updated ltr.. so keep updating on this topic and pls do comedown and support us in our first gig... haha!!

spent my bloody friday the 13th wif those ppl!! woot and pluss leeza syaza fren.. so yah after sembahyang, followed amin to tp coz we have lots of time to kill and since there some carnival, why not and pluss tp chicks are hott so bleh cuci mate!!! lol siak punye prangai.. so bought 2 brownies form Amin's class and i didnt even get to taste it coz syaza and sbon finished it!! nvm its not my luck i guess.. den met wak sabon, syaza and her fren leeza at tamp mrt.. sad sabon cnnt come down tp coz too late.. haha so trained to bugis den proceed to the jamming studio..

today's jamming was full of surprises.. first of the musical department, screw up... seriously.. i kept forgetting the songs and one of hailmi's drumstick broke into 2!! cnnt believe it.. okay so we cock up but den, surprise performance by syaza.. tht girl really improves alot.. like seriously.. mcm kene stunn lah sia.. good job to syaza!!

things we do!!

so after jam, we parted our ways so hailmi and Amin went home first.. den the rest decides to slack at compass makan MEE SEGERA!! haha so took bus all the way, crap all the way and receives the news tht we are going to have a gig on the 29 nov!! happy kepe... lol tk sabar sei!! lol so yah met nurin at compass, ate MEE SEGERA, but i ate spaghetti segera lol.. so slacked there played cards and den joined by RFA and frens.. haha played bluff.. den after tht cabot home.. haizz!!

addictedtosleep..

2009-11-13T05:32:00.002+08:00

haizz helo ppl.. daam long nvr update this blog and my silent readers keep asking me to.. haizz so a breakdown on my life this week was, BORING SCHOOL, SOCCER IN THE AFTERNOON, NOCTURNAL LIKE BEHAVIOR and POWER NAPS!!! haizz and for those who dunno wat is a power nap, its basically sleeping for 10 mins juz to keep things fresh.. haha so yah ill strt frm today..

so today went to school abit early.. den since we got to go do our projeect at geylang east library, my grp headed there to do our projects about teenage pregnancy.. i seriously like my group.. everyone serious in doing the stuff allocated to them and even if they dun do anything, at the library they atleast concentrate on doing.. proud.. yah so zul, ryhan and me decides not to go back to school and slack at library waiting for fyd to come.. haizz lembab pe tu pompan!! coz of her, i read books!! seriously tk pernah aku buat kat library..den walked arnd the library and constantly getting warnings.. haizz den wen she came, slacked abit at the children corner and i read children books.. haizz den decide to lepak a while under block and yah tok abit and kesian ni abag sapau, i accompany him to mrt station and i took bus home.. on the way met ERLANGGA PUTRA MULYO UTOMO!! haha juz saw him randomly lah coz he and hes way of walking... now i know hes currently staying near aljunied.. haha chatted a while and leave..

tmrw jam and i haven master the songs.. how??

SYMPHONYOCHESTRAROCKS!!

2009-11-08T00:10:00.003+08:00

ITE semei.. haizz

HELLO!!! i was there juz nw in the evening.. dun wan to tok bout my morning coz i dun wish to even think of it.. so i was at ITE semei to watch the symphony concert wif amin and his gf, hailmi, boi sombong and boi kencing(hakim and afiq)x) so we reached there preety early and since we cnnt enter the concert hall, we waited outside and did some exploring and for me, took some scenery shots.. the school is freaking big and my personnel view, dun look like a school, more like a small city complete wif necessity!! waited for amin and his gf to come den we proceed towards the concert hall.. nice view

musica fantasia, ITE symphony band

tot is gonna be boring but i turns out to be a refreshing music,being me always listening to someone scream full blast in my mp3. lol they are quite unique, playing tunes frm classical to favourite local tunes but as for me i like the percussion play.. nice!! and afiq seriously, its a symphony concert where everyone was suppose to shut up and listen to the piece but he was cracking jokes which if i dun laugh, confirm tearing up.. haha shouting baek watson(name of the composer Eric Watson) at the end of the show and me adding fuel to the flames saying Watson sells vegetables.. wth!! haha at the end shouting BEAK WATSON as loud as u can.. haha but kudos to the orchestra.. after the performance wen to eat at east point, again laughing like mad.. ni uhh boi kencing!! haha den sent amin's gf bck home and den back home we go.. fun outing!!

SPECIAL POST; im sorry if if juz nw we did not entertain u or left u out mostly on the convo part.. we seriously dunno tht u felt tht way.. so on behalf of the guys, im saying very sorry and pls accept our apologies x)

KUDDOSBUDDOSCHITOTOS!!

gutfeelingsnotsogood!!!

2009-11-06T01:40:00.003+08:00

haizz in the other hand, i wan to blog, in the other other hand, i really dunno wat to blog.. my day today really boring lah.. nth much but only some few shocking moments thts all.

ok so today, again i skipped first period of school coz i woke up freaking late. mom was like shouting from across the hall asking me to wake up and go to school but den come to think of it, she wakes up late, i wake up late aand my alarm sucks to the max so yah no one is to be blame.. haha so yah got 2 hrs more of sleep still wake up late coz my nxt lesson strt at 12 and i woke up at 1130.. hmm

yah i was woken up by a very familiar voice.. hmm thinking which ah kong caall me so early in the morning , asking for donations?? Its MR FOO sia!! hes back.. noo!!! haiz i juz woke up instantly and went for shower.. ok i know if i always take my own sweet time to dress up and the heavy rain makes my habit more worst.. i was abt to go out and the rain start pouring.. haha mcm tau je perasaan di hati.. haha so stay at home for 30 mins den wen out..

wah reached bustop the first person i see is mr foo.. hes going home.. he's shocked and im too.. haha lol mcm klakar pe?! den reached class to do project work.. i like my grp, very serious to complete the project.. even thinking of staying back after school to do.. haha lol den after tht another class den went to eat wif zul and epul den home.. haizz i seriously sleepy!

one more thing, finally, i got back my bass!! its not wif me but at sabril's house so i can pick it up.. yeah tmrw im gonna play my bass like thts no tmrw.. dun worry ill finger u bassy!!!(tht sounds so sick)

wat a day!!

2009-11-04T22:02:00.003+08:00

so today i spent my day hanging out wif those guys.. yeah!! haha we already decided to go to the flyer as an official outing.. since its been a while we see yi min and hang out wif him.. so yah skipped school again.. argh heck care.. tot of going to nyp to see ajeet and ashraf but i woke up freaking late. sorry fydx) so yah met them at city hall.. actually i tot ashraf wont come but this idiot i know he has smtg up his sleeves and i saw him sitting juz beside ajeet but facing the other direction.. haha busted! saw an old fren but nvr tok coz we apparently dun care! so yah after yimin come, we went to the flyer and on the way, in the flyer and till inside the cab, both ajeet and ashraf kep toking about fidiana like she the main center topic.. kecoh pe!! so its like everything ashraf do, he do it becoz of fidi and vice versa.. haizz so yah went up to the flyer for the first time and yes itss a good experience!! very high up in sg.. we all jokers sia.. i pressed the voice dialing button for no reason haizz!! den on top we do stupid stuff haha like lying down doing crappy stuff haha but enjoying sia!!

the things we do!!

so after the flyer, we went to have dinner at poppye.. haizz again this ajeet and ashraf keep toking a quarrelling bout fidiana.. i think to settle this off, both of u like her lah.. juz admit.. haha so yah and i think im officially banned frm poppye coz i spilled an upsized coke completely full!! haizz it wet my pants but lucky the wetness not so obvious.. haizz sianz.. so after dinner, went home by cab leaving yi min behind to take bus.. haiz and yes, inside the cab, still squabbling about the same topic, FIDIANA!!! haizz

freeze

2009-10-31T23:15:00.003+08:00

buy this album!!!

gosh i hate the freaking weather right now.. its been raining for the past 2 day i think coz i cant be bothered to count.. too bad for those sec sch ppl who juz ended the whole year of school and now have to content to the ever unpredictable weather.. so if ur going out, pls check the weather forecast before the lightning strike u.. lol

juz watched and review the resistance dvd by muse and its superbly great.. i like muse's music so much.. they are like wat i feel really modern rock wif all the effects and distortion.. and yah they are one bunch of skillful musicians.. juz look at the bassist, who the heck or how the heck he created the bass line for hysteria!? absolutely superb... so i was watching how they make their music and fusing classical and modern experimental rock was divine.. and ive listen to all muse albums and they seems not to disappoint their fan.. and was planing wif hailmi and amin to play mk ultra from their new album.. gonna be a blast!! so thts all i guessx)

stupidthingtodowenboredomstrucks!

2009-10-31T02:09:00.003+08:00

mat trojen sesat!!

lol so today i skipped school again.. so it total up to 1 whole wee wif no school.. haizz boy oh boy!! i know i dun have a valid reason to skip but heck care.. nxt week ill start ok!? haha..x)

so today after prayer, since hailmi left me and amin alone.. and we dunno wat to do so we go hougang mall play arcade.. lol i think its stupid coz we played this guitar game and we tried to play through the fire and flames by dragon force but cnnt find so we play some stupid visual kei song.. haha susah pe!? lol den after tht since we haven eat yet,me and amin went to ljs to have lunch and den met hailmi to proceed to hougang point coz got band meeting.. wak tukang besi, as usual, freakin late..

so yah we reached early and den went to fairprice and thts wher i got this stupid pic snap.. they having this Halloween promotion and they selling masked.. try ah one by one.. den since syaza juz reached, we proceed to mc to wait for wak besi to come.. yah so today we talked bout wat songs to play and nxt jamming session and this is the time to voice out any unhappiness and swear, theres alot but we accept wif open heart.. i had my share too but haizz been expecting it.. so nxt jamming session playing,unbreakable by fireflight, you belong wif me by taylor swift, since u been gone by a day to remember, about a girl by the academy is... and lastly devotion and desire by bayside all by 13 nov!and thks syaza for the treat.. haizz!! ok wen she go off, tot of lepak but ppl got curfew so haizz juz go home lah.. cpat sia... ok thts all!

catastrophic disaster wif epic proportion!

2009-10-29T03:38:00.002+08:00

the title juz show the whole story.. im not going back against my words and im not gonna comment on the o lvl maths paaper which i did but if ur smart enough, u can figure it out laah..

hmm wanna blog abt my life, i forget wat i did for the past week.. all i know is tht i have not been going to school like a good school boy and ok let me tok bout my trip to the gym last thursday since some fieee ask me to.. hmm

school gym sucks lah seriously.. it was like entering 90s ym wif crap equiptment but if u wanna work out, u have to make do wif wateva u have but for me i rather pay for a proper gym.. so yah went wif ryhan sapau and sharul and fai.. skip class bcoz of gym!! haha lols so since theres no machine which targets the mid-area body so i plan to do my arms and yah i regret it like seriously.. did lots of arm wwork out and yah at first it felt good all the "telur"coming out but wen u give it time to rest then its shit.. seriously.. my left arm cant be straightened out for 3 days and yah imagine how it disrupt my daily activity.. i can even play the bass properly for goodness sake.. haizz so yah did some running and i dun wan to comment on anything but i feel so exhausted after tht.. friday jam!!! wooot baek ah sia... we actually finished our first single but i think the lyrics needed to be cahnged and yah atleast we did some music and it feels goood!! haha and our picss are at facebook.. the jamming studio guy asked us to post a pic for them and put it up facebook. haha so yahs thts it i guess.. tckr ppl!

im panicking!! seriously!!

2009-10-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

omg today im gonna take my o lvl math again at serangoon sec.. bbut to be honest, im not even ready, im still blur and dunno wat to expect.. studying is juz a small way to relieve the stress but i still have lots of other things to think about.. i seriously jammed up there!! help me in my desperate need!! best wishes and goodlucks makes the congestion better but come to think of it, its juz a motivation.. haizz how now!!

lets consider my future if i fail;
if i fail again, i will be guilty seriously.. coz theres alot of ppl wanting to see me pass and move on but yah i simply disappoint them.. but atleast, i have a back up plan.. i still have ite to fall back and frm there i need to buck up and make my way up and leave.. and now seriously thinking of joining nafa or lasalle.. but i dunno wat to join and the cost.. omg!! so the conclusion, i have ite to fall back and if i really wanna go, i can go to nafa or lasalle but the cost i need to work out the cost!!

i PASSED!!!
lol if i pass it will be the best lah!! ok den ill quit ite or maybe considering staying on till the end of nitec and den proceed to poly coz yah im gonna miss my ite frens and wat the harm of having a nitec and a diploma, getting higher chance of a job.. haha and maybe if i did well in ite maybe ill consider 2 poly courses!! see luhh lifes grt but thats if i pass ah!! lol

im not ready and im not confident!! serious but this is it!! no more turning back, no more regretting, its juz 2 day and i have a time to consider!! haizz good luck to me! good luck to my future!!

wowo'wow haizz!!

2009-10-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

haizz its been freaking long since i updated this page.. been quite bz lately.. pluss oso i think i find enlightenment frm a source i dun expect.. so one whole week of activities so lets get down wif it!

last monday; SCHOOL!! cb first daay of school.. dunno wat to expect.. so there wif hailmi and reach there quite late coz all my classmates got their timetable and i need to find the class monitor. so yah may has changed since we left a month ago.. some change for the better, some change for the worst but wat u expect, ppl change and im happy for tht for those who cahnges to be better.. for the worst, all i can say is u have chosen a path with an escape route, still got chance.. haha cb school ends at 11 den go home! haizz come at 9+ den go home at 1030?! haha nvm atleast can sleep and frm now on must wear thiss stupid lanyard thingy.. shitezz!

tuesday; skipped school to go out cycling wif secondary school frens.. the organiser paitao sia last min! haha so yah only left the 6 of us. ajeet, ashaf, dicky, syue, irah and me! haha so we met up at mcD den went off cycling frm 1130 till 2++ i think coz of certain reasons i dun wanna say lah.. i feel perfectly fine lah wif everything coz i dun care bt if wif ppl who are not sporting enough, haizz u juz dun feel right and it clearly bring the mood down.. juz saying! so after cycling went to mc to tok crap, haha aparently ajeet would pick up his date wif a bus! haha den tok kokking, we decided to go swimming. but only the big three coz dicky is aparently too unsporting.. haizz but i followed ash to pick his sis and den wen to his house to swim.. at last acctually its the one time the big three is theere and only there.. so talked and talked and yah lots of ssecret came up but haizz.. den followed ash to buy nasi goreng haha and tok bout team strategy den go home.. haha!

wednesday; skipped school again.. coz aparently i juz cant be bothered! serious speaking! so went to play soccer wif the eastlanders.. haha at last got the full team minus marcus who was i think sleeping happily! lbfon!!so yah we played against tiny secc school ppl and den a whole gang came like wanna strt a fight haha! but in the end we killed them all.. 2-0 and 2-1! haha ok after soccer decided to go swimming.. and have lunch at ash hse.. haha so eat den go swim.. finally marcus came! training dun wan come swiming den come! nbcb! haha so we swim.. played games and got a few cramps on the way.. haizz it really hurts!! haizz den went up slacked a while den wen home at 9!

thursday; skipped school coz today is jamming day! yeah! so me and hailmi met amin under his blok den met his baby.. haha so den make way to brass basah coz amin and sabon going to buy guitar.. an ibanez. yah met an old fren there and i lost my phone at swee lee!! i tot so but lucky not! in the end after all these shit, they have to go down to aljunied to get their guitars.. wth! so since me and hailmi haven eat, we went for lunch.. den went jamming... yeah so this time got spectator, 2 representative from Fatal Attraction, joe and moe and also Danielle from tp!? haha lol amin baby lah! so 14 songs, here we go.. and syaza is late again! again! haizz ok den wen she comes, yeah we played.. ok lah the jam session, took backing vocals.. sing starlight! yeah! ok lah i dun rate it high lah.. hmm but were quite new so yah.. and den after jam, wen to mc again!! why mc sia!! cb its been like my 7 days straight eating mc!! cb!haha so yah kecoh kat mc! become abit siao.. den took bus back home!

friday; after prayer went to walk arnd den go home and sleep haha!! coz i cant be bothered!

saturday; went to hg inter to meet sabon coz his fren wanna lent my bass for 50 bucks! yeah!! haha since im dying myself so ya lucky!! so accompany him to downtown to give his fren his bass and den walked arnd to find amin's slip on.. walked from ehub to whitesands den back to hg mall to eat at ljs den wen home!

sunday; had tuition.. and yah its been a very hard tok wif abg abu.. serious lah, we talked for wats my dreams and aspiration.. hmm i dun wan to make the same mistake again..i think i juz got my wake up call and have my enlightenment!! i have a week more and im gonna make a full use of it! den wen to cut my hair wif amin den went to heartlands den home!

wowow!! one week left sia!! i dun wan to make the same mistake sia!! serious i wan to get out of the slump and out of there!! pls god help me!! pic for the following event are at my fb coz too much too upload!bb!

SCHOOLO'SCHOOL CHEEBYE!!

2009-10-12T01:33:00.002+08:00

the title clearly shows wat i felt for school now, a big cheebye!! haizz coz im too used to waking up freaking late juz becoz there is no school today and im planning to go out every single time haha! start from the 12, i need to wake up preety early to go to school.. haizz, A BIG HAIZZ!! haha and i dunno wat to expect on tht day. its gonna be a new timetable, new subject, maybe a new cher.. but im sure not gonna come in wif the same attitude, displayed during the first time im there.. im a complete slacker and i know tht without ppl evn telling me..

juz nw had tuition and all i have to say is my one way out is only 16 day ahead and i seriously need to open my book and start revising.. haizz ok i admit, i have not been revising since b4 raye and yah and i think cobwebs and rust building up inside.. haizz need to get the motor moving now and try to salvage any hopes of getting out! haizz haizz! not gonna be like last yr wher ppl gave me hope and i crushed them into smithereens!! hmm and seriously im not gonna waste my own money again.. haizz

so reality check, lifestyle and attitude needed to be change in order to pass this hurdle ahead smoothly. hopes need not to be crushed and taking the express train out to a betta future ahead.. thts it!

2 DAYS HARI RAYA VISITING!

2009-10-11T01:09:00.004+08:00

IM LOST, AND I DUNNO WHY!!

FRIDAY; went out wif the band for hari raya visiting. we dun have a plan or anything, juz bet on luck.. so yeah meet the boys at the mosque den since hailmi kancil didnt wear his baju kurong, went to his house, wait for him to change and i took my samping too.. haha so den wen to kovan to pick up syaza and her frens, a guy and 2 ladies den went off to amins house. first house was the waited one coz all of us were i think hungry, especially wak sabby. den after tht went to afiq's house which in the same floor but diff wings. took some photos and at last, giv it up for KIDFREAK!! who got lost for 45 mins but persevere to still come and join us! kuddos! den went to my empty, messy to e max house.. mom prepared so food and im tasked to giv out the hari raya money.. initially wanted them to salam me but haizz. den to hailmi's house but wak sabby has to go off to jln raye wif his family. ANK MAK LAH KAN! haha so at hailmi's house, since syaza and some of her frens are scared of cats, they were abit hesitant but okay-ed themselves.. i played the bass and the rest watch dvd to wait for sab call.. syaza best, scared of cats but wanted to touch. den wen the cat run towards her, she screamed like nobody business.. haha klakar sei but miss taking pics. den nxt to sab house, eat again but i think luckily coz im starving. by the time, hakim, amin's bro followed and since syaza bf is on the way to her house, we went off and reached sengkang juz in time. at syaza's house, watch this movie called hysteria which scared the shit out of me and the rest.. haha and now i know ammar is syaza cousin.. haha tht ammar guy! went home freaking late! haizz but i have fun! there are more pic but i juz collage pic which i think is important. i went pic frenzy, snapping every single stuff! the complete album is at my facebook!

SATURDAY; went to hailmi's frens, shasha house coz she's having open house and coz we last time wanted to have our band visiting on sat but since someone visiting her cousins at night safari, we went on friday. so went to her house which was i think quite artistic looking layout. so went up and yah since i have not seen her, or even met her, i was abit dead silence, juz a few jokes thks to my dota bro, afiq.. imagine he put his hands on my leg and blur me thinking he wanted to ask me smtg but he did tht juz because he tot it his leg! haha joker! served lunch.. haizz but i dunno, shasha said i looked lost. yep im lost coz i dunno wat they are toking since im not in their batch.. but i oso dunno lah, im lost during tht particular time.. haha i really dunno why! haha not my usual, loud self, i think im abit shy luhh. haha so took abit of pics, still i looked freaking lost and blur like sotts haha! thks shasha for the open house. den after visiting, tot of watching movie but in the end went jammin! yeah so its midlife JONAS jamming session, haizz unprepared as usual.. damm but the important thing is to have fun.. then after jam went to have dinner den home sweet home! thts all!

its all juz a big mix up..

2009-10-08T02:34:00.004+08:00

IGNORE my last post.. its juz a mis understanding i have.. as usual im the blur sotts and i think im abit sensitive.. haizehaizz lol... i should have known this is all juz a joke.. haizz but i took it too seriously and get agitated for nth.. myo'my! haha it all ends up to be a big misunderstanding and yes were still friends.. not gonna sacrifice the 4 yrs frenship we forged.. haha

but acctually this has serve me like a wake up call, so-called an awakening.. yes i do admit i have been bz lately wif all the plans i have and oso planning for upcoming events and oso this stupid hari raya thingy.. haizz. i think frm now onwards, i try to be a good fren to all my frens.. yes i know its impossible to please and be there for every single one of them but ill try my best okay! haha its a pain to lose frens but to gain one is euphoria.. wow!

to think back again, i have not been wat im aim to be but i sure belive not everyone achive their dreams and ambitions.. im aint perfect, i am not flawless.. im am who i want to be, captain of my own fate, master of my own soul, i play my own game, i decide my destiny!! this is me.. im am me! but if u cant achive it, atleast do the best to ur abilities and even if failure is looming ahead, atleast theres thiis sense of feelin tht u have done to the best of ur capabilities.. hmm.. thts all! ROCK ON!

I RATHER BE A LONER!

2009-10-07T02:40:00.002+08:00

im not gonna tok bout my life or wat i did wif my FRENS through out the days tht i have not been blogging.. this is a special post straight frm my heart which i wan to clarify to avoid further conflicts and confusion.. argh dammit!

to start off,
im a human being, not gonna be perfect.. but im a human being, juz one single individual juggling burdens on my shoulder.. and pls excuse me if im being too rude in this post or being too offensive to certain individual but i try not to. im not forgetting my frens, not even thinking of it. its a sin to me to lose frens in process of life.. i try to contact most of them wen im free but access this situation, first off, my phone juz came back from servicing and all the contacts inside is forever gone. i got to save some but not all is recovered. secondly, i cant possibly be there for my every single fren..so i take this "first come, first serve" motto and no point explaining coz the phrase says it all.. it applies for meetups and stuff and need to think sometime why i cant meetup wif them. im seriously not forgetting my frens.. even though i dont hang out wif them much, i still care and think bout their life, even though i dont show it..im not making up excuses like work and stuff to avoid them but its really the truth, cant be avoided.. and also u must give symphaty on me.. i have burdens to carry upon and i have hurdles to jump over.. like for example my upcoming o levels maths which i really hope i can pass and leave for a better future.. there are alot but i dun wan to be ranting bout my personnel life.. so pls! get the idea of me forgetting my frens out of ur head.. consider my side of the story too.. haizz! but i cant prevent an accusation for me coz its their life, ppl wil still judge u.. but wisely pls!

the truth,

ridhwan(screwfellow)

for now this is wat i can think about.. this post is personally from my heart and i wish this could clarify the confusions.. so long!

im addicted to band shirt.

2009-10-04T13:39:00.004+08:00

latest crave for band shirt now, i dunno i bought one and now planning to buy 2 more.. haizz but its my money and its smtg i like to wear so why not!

FRIDAY; i went out wif the band minus syaza coz she's bz.. so we planned to go aljunied swee lee den to bras basah's one.. we went to aljunied wif wak sabbys brother's band and walked all the way inside. heart pain! all the guitars are 4 digits and if there are 3 digits ones, the first digit was not even 1 or 2! cb! so we knw this is not aa good place to buy guitars.. so went to eat first at aljunied den wen to brass basah one.. wak sabby bro's went seperate ways.. reached brass basah and me and amin started jaimmin wif acoustic bass and guitar and kena sound by the shopkeeper! haha lol so in the end wak sabby found his ideal guitar and planning to buy it soon, maybe nxt week! after tht went to davis and peninsula and the shops tht sells guitar.. we really survey for the best! haha! so finally after surveying, shopping!! bought myself a vans old skool shoe, parkway drive band shirt and a fake dickies short! dun even know how to pronounce the name.. the rest except sabril went shopping, hailmi bought a workshirt and 2 band shirt, amin bought 4 band shirt and bermudas.. haha but atlast we accompany wak sabby to buy his shades at bugis street.. ok den tok bus home but since i 4get bring house keys , i tag along wif hailmi to his uncles house.. 2 ppl trying to figure out how to print but in the end we find out can download the whole file.. haizz so took cab back home.. have fun going out wif the band, nxt time i hope its the full lineup!

SATURDAY; in the morning i sleep! woke up to help hailmi throw his super heavy glass table and had fun coz the glass is round and instead of carrying it we rolled it! haha den wen to achaboys open house wif ajeet, dicky , adi and nadia.. ate nasi bryani.. haha nice but ok lah. den slacked awhile and i need to make a move to indra's open house so reached ther, ate abit, played wif firecrackers den back home.. pics!!

hailmi and indra feat afiq

time for a change..

2009-10-02T02:22:00.003+08:00

ok i nt gonna type my usual, haizehaizehaizz thingy or wat and im thinking of converting this blog for spurting my feelings.. wat shall i do? time will only tell

its the new month, month of october and another 22 days im retaking my o lvls maths and i seriously think im really unprepared.. and i dun wanna waste my 150 bucks for nothing and my wish this month is to juz pass my maths, go to poly and start all ovr again.. it will be kinda sad to leave ite wif all the mates tht i have made through out my journey but life has to go on and there are bigger, better opportunities for me, ill sure to be taking it up.. but first i need to clear this hurdle to even think abt life in poly.. i wish to but reality is my biggest wall.. wish me the best of luck okay..

okay for wednesday, i didnt wish to explain abt the first half and 3 hrs of the day.. not interested to share.. did some shopping, bought my slipper, finally a new slipper which my mom has promised since my birthday.. not forcing her as i know wats she enduring right now and ill try my best to help in every single way.. since im went wif sab, we went to aljunied to to the sweelee to survey guitar and guys, theres and ibanez guitar selling at $300 at both sweelee. i knew it coz we eventually went to both.. and i bought my chromatic tuner for $40.. i can say money wotrh spending for smtg like this and i uberly daam satisfied wif this tuner! haha so walked arnd den wen home! thts all folks! x)

tired, bz!!

2009-10-01T01:36:00.002+08:00

see luhh, the consequences of not updating is killing me.. why-o why!! haha i try to remember to the best of my memories..

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

friday; went to the cage!! but first sent my stups up fone for repair at semei.. haha went wif ajeet.. so after repair went to meet the rest at kallang den we proceed to the venue.. the plae, freakin awesome.. theres a changing room upstairs, complete wif showers and oso all the stuff we need, so called like a mini chalet.. the pitch was great but i juz dun feel right plaing there.. so i decide not to play coz i really have no mood so went arnd taking photos! haha so this was my best shot after tht went to parkway, took more pics wif ajeet cam had dinner and went home!

ashraf the model!

saturday; im so tired from yesterday, so i declined lots and lots of offer to go out.. haha mom not feeling well so.. haha! who cares.. so sit aand home and watched tv till i rot! haha but i think im saving up my energy for sunday coz its my family big outing!!!

sunday; woke up really early, mom not following us for the family visiting so me and matrep bro took cab all the way to my aunt's house.. reached there quite early so we meet up first wif cousin solehin. so slacked under void deck till they called us up.. preety much enjoy coz yesterday its matrep bro birthday so we decided to give him birthday bash, 15 times each person and my another cousin anuar birthday soon, we include him!! haha so total went to more den 5 houses wif my uncle's bus!! haha so in the bus ing song tok rubbish and oso sleep!! haha jln raye pon nk tido pe?! haha ate till i drop haha!! went home ard 10 pluss!! used to be 1 pluss but sonce tmrw some of my cousin schooling, except for me and solehin coz were not in sec sch so they decided to go home!!

monday; im too tired to even move from the bed.. haha so slack at bed till like afternoon! haha so trying to find stuff to do but haizz, all rubbish! haha so monday is officially slacked day!!

tuesday;my sec sch frens coming to my house.. invited them.. and my mom cooking! spagetti to be exact! haha ashraf, being smart haha led them to my house juz to wait below my block and they are supose to meet me at the bustop but they went down 1 stop earlier so im waiting so long to find out they have already alighted the bus! ok so went up wif themm watched naruto wif them! haha and wen the food come, everyone ate it wif no complains.. haha so after house visit, we went to semei to collect my phone.. den proceed to ecp, to chillax wif ajeet, ash, marc and dicky but dicky went home, wth! haha so ate at bk.. very sad experience!! haizz my burger!! haha so after tht, me, adi and ash went to nadia's house, ajeet and marc went home coz aparently, ajeet is so daam freking tired!! haha so went to nadia house, ate the kuehs, pressure her to take out her delicious kuehs!! and watch movie! den walked all the way to ash house den i took bus back home

THATS ALL

WHY OH WHY!

galneryus..

2009-09-24T10:32:00.003+08:00

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!! X)

at last i got to meet mr x.. i cant reveal his identity coz hes the one who asked me to.. wow he had not change much, juz tht he got abit slimmer.. haizz i cant belive my eyes too coz i was really thinking this yahoos were jokin but there he was.. haha!so met ajeet, ashraf and dicky at eunos.. its a last min thing, tot it was cancelled but ajeet called me 30 min b4 one and he asked me to meet him at eunos.. haha so we trained to city hall to meet mr x.. while waiting, got some minah asking us if we wanna be calafares but nah, i got a job already.. so tot of eating pizza hut but the singh walked all the way to marina, which btw pizza hut is at suntec so we settled at swensons.. i think were the kecoh ppl.. haha rubbish tokiin, i tok like some drunkard french guy.. haha.. got a nice meal of lamb chop and choco float... yes ah we will go again nxt time.. haha so after lunch, coz we wanna watch movie at 450, we went to play bowling.. haha but its nvr a bowling match wen we play.. imagine we can throw 2 balls in one try and the most amazing thing happened, me and ash plan. ash bowled a slow ball which went into the longkang and i bowled the fast ball behind him heading towards the longkang too but really fast.. so no hope right?? haha den this happens my fast ball hits ashraf slowball, the slowball bounce back to the lane and hit a STRIKE! wtf?! haha cant belive wats happening, our neighbours was also like astonish, like wats the possibility of a strike wen u bowled 2 balls which was in the longkang.. haha wont 4 get this.. really enjoyed bowling to the max.. haha den wen to watch movie, the ugly truth, which is the most enjoyable movie i have seen this yr!! wow i salute the director and whoever comes up wif the plans.. i wont tell u wat happen but its a must see!! must really see!! so after movie went to play pool haha!! yeah enjoyed it too and den arcade for a while.. den we proceed home.. enjoyed the outing wif mr x and the rest!!

this past few days ive been listening to this power metal/neo-classical metal band from japan, called galneryus.. holy shit they are the dragon force of japan maybe asia but i think better coz dragonforce sucks at live show and galneryus rocks wen live.. i think im addicted to power metal npw so im gonna show a video of their song called everlasting- live. not showing the music vid coz u all will think they are like dragonforce haha.. mind the vocalist coz i think he has the best voice for this genre but his japanese accent makes it a bit japanese.. this song is sung in japanese i think.. btw this band has the top 100 best guitarist and keyboardist.. but syu, the guitarist, ur the Divine!! i would trade my precious stuff to attend their gig!! so enjoy!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ I WAN TO SLEEP!

bassy my companion..

2009-09-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

HAIZZZ!!X)

so today i woke up my mom ask,"nk pegi pegi jln raye?" my answers was "PEGI MAMPOS SUA!" haha i didnt bother to go out raya visiting.. im always finding excuses on how to avoid visiting houses.. coz i prefer doing smtg else.. and today i woke up to make a replacement for my atm card FINALLY!! i lost it like abt 3 weeks ago den now i replace it.. and i did some deposit and den bought some tidbits and slacked under void-deck wif amin like bout 1.5 hrs.. haizz.. tok lots of stuff and found myself a guitar teacher.. mostly tokin bout and stuff.. usual! den wen home and wen out again to meet ajeet, marc and dicky to watch movie at tamp.. we were watching aliens at the attic which was damm good!! serious!! quite funny and if u like stupid jokes, u will be such big fans so go catch it on the cinema! haha after tht wen home! tmrw im meeting my long lost fren for lunch.. nope not telling u who!

THATS ALL

WHYOWHY

EITHER I WILL FIND A WAY,

OR MAKE ONE!

hari raya, wat a drag..

2009-09-22T04:48:00.002+08:00

ill start from saturday

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ

saturday; i woke up at 9 to clean my house.. i kinda admit, i like cleaning my house coz i found lots of stuff tht i tot was lost forever.. haha so i think im gonna make this a habit tough say coz im always sleeping.. so i spent the whole day cleaning till night wen i went down to play soccer and gotten into fight wif a bunch of stupid act big ah bengs.. they have been pain in the ass for quite some time but let them live for tht day coz tmrw har raya.. ill settle this after hari raya.. so went to play sparkles below blok and wen home to clean house again.. juz changing the sofa cover and curtains.. thts all

sunday; wow hari raya siols.. dunno but i dun feel the feeling anymore, raya was becoming a drag.. ok i woke up morning to pray den wen home to some feast at hailmi's house.. first collection.. so wen home deliberately wen to sleep juz to not go out early so in the end we went out at 530!! yes 530 to tanglin to my moms aunties house.. its like a tradition, we went to moms side den to dad's! do reached there arnd 6+ to a sumptuous meal which ive been wanting to eat every year.. haha den did abit of catch up den wen to the next house, at west coast.. haha reached ther arnd 8+, didnt eat but the whole family was watching the man u vs Manchester city match on tv.. wth! haha raya is for asking forgiveness but we were watching a soccer match on tv, almost everyone, even my aunties.. the match was a thriller, man u won 4-3!!! yes ah! haha tok alot did some catch up and i notice alot of changes from my cousin, i wont say i like it for some but their life i dun have a say! end off wif one of my aunties in-law hose, which btw i was walking blindly coz im sleepy to the core but we reached home at 1! haha i got 100++ only siols!! NO PICS SORRY DIDNT EVEN THINK OF TAKIN ONE..

monday; SLEEP!! wif a few interruption from ppl comin to my house!

THATS ALL

MAYBE PLAYING SOCCER TMRW

MAYBE I DUNNO

BUT I JUZ DUN FEEL LIKE IT

menjelang hari raya, bleh mati bodoh!

2009-09-19T05:43:00.003+08:00

ill start on tuesday..

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

tuesday; i promised my mom im gonna clean the house on wednesday.. but today i got to work.. so again i went to work freaking early so i have to slack under the void-deck juz to pass time.. den wen to to work or as i would like to say "free labour day" coz of some reason im not allow to share.. but lucky i like free labour day coz there are not lots of ppl and mostly i slacked waiting for customers.. wow!! haha wen home tired..

wednesday; as i say yesterday, i promised my mom to clean the house today but promises are left as words as i slept the whole day till buke.. why? coz i cant be bothered.. seriously, bro not at home, obviously my mom wont even help me clean coz i dunno, partly coz i like to do it myself and im abit particular abt the style i wanna incorporate and im not afraid to lash out even to my family members if its not up to my standard.. haha control freak me!

thursday; i no show at work.. coz as i say again i wanna clean the house but again i think u can throw my promises in a blag back and incinerate it.. coz again i slept the whole day.. coz i didnt sleep till sahur and after everyone wakes up i wen to bed.. haha body clock all messed up again.. yah so i didnt clean my house, nvr even go terawih.. juz sit outside the mosque.. haizz!

friday; its the day i reallyy say to my mom im gonna clean the house but again i didnt but i have reasons for this.. after friday prayers i went straight to geylang to buy my hari raya clothes, this year colours, white-orangy-brownish?? haha i dunno the exact colours but atleast i have new clothes.. haha walked all the way wif afiq, thks for accompanying me.. lucky got u to tok crap all the way.. and im drenched.. haha got this stupid story in the bus coz i was sitting beside a trans so afiq was laughing all the way and i irritate him wif oling(orange, apk say it tht way) story!! haha and secondly i didnt clean coz my cousin came to my house to breakfast so haizz cnnt clean right?? haha at night nth much juz tht kena complain! yeah!

okay enuff say bout my life.. i wanna tok bout the taylor swift incident at the recent VMA'S and how kanye is being such a jerk, no wonder i hate his music! i think its quite rude to juz grab the mike from someone who clearly have won the prize and blab on how beyonce has the best vid all time... beyonce was shock, taylor swift was stunned! thts stupid.. imagine someone doing tht right in ur face at ur night!! ok i dun listen to both of their music, CRAP TO MY EARS! but wat i believe is tht u should honour taylor coz its her night.. kanye u are a jerk! i haven bought ur records aand i will never start! congrats taylor swift for the win.. haha juz wanna share this vid.. my thinking is like hitler's.. great minds thinks alike!

tonight maybe the night..

2009-09-15T05:33:00.002+08:00

wow its been long since i updated this blog.. hari raya, work, mostly work and think pure laziness i think.. haizz so here it goes

HAIZZZ(tired)

wednesday; nth much, juz laze arnd at home, mostly sleeping.. and i plan to study my test tmrw but haizz i think im gonna be sleeping all day.. haha terawih at night.. haizz

thursday; i wake up so freaking early to go for my exams.. i reached school like abt 750, which is a record of me coming to school juz to know the exams will start at 830.. cb! and the msg i recieve say u must be in school at 8.. cb! so lucky got frens to slacked abit den go do my exams.. im not gonna tell u how it happens but i think ill have a good chance of passing it.. maybe excelling it.. so wen home wif bob.. den wen home to sleep and lok at this.. i get really blur after i juz woke up.. i woke up at 350,shiets, im late so rushed to the bathroom, get changed den rushed out of home.. took the bus and wen im in 70 i juz realise, i start work at 6pm, and my watch shows,430 and im halfway there to suntec city.. haizz im early for work! haha blur shit im so early for work so reached there walked arnd like moron den go to work.. nth much at work, wen home wif hailmi.. lucky he's there if not i have to walk alone and we went to eat prata at 1 in the morning.. haha

friday; wake up to go prayers.. so after prayers went to top up my ez-link.. and after tht day i think im a big softie inside and i need to change coz its really eating up my resources.. i got con out of my $10 for some face cream which i dun think really works.. i was stop while walking and they did this face facial stuff on me and tht guy packed a bottle already and wen i wanna walk away, he asked me for $15 while holding my hand and i repeatedly saying i have no money but he still hold my hand, insisting tht i must bbuy.. his face was like i wasted my time on him and he dun wanna buy.. this part i really hate i juz take out 10 bucks and walk off , u wan my money u can have it but im not playing full for this shit! there i was being too soft.. haizz so wen home and sleep.. haha! den wen to terawih(slackin under void-deck)haha!

saturday; wen to work as usual, today abit okay lah not so packed but i think i have exceeded my limit of the time i need to break fast which is exactly 745.. if i nvr consumee anything within 745, i think ill go haywire.. thks anita for the drink.. haizz i dunno i was feeling not right the whole day, headaches, not focusing and stuff haizz! lucky martin, taufiq and sab asked for my break time.. thks! wen home by transport..

sunday; wen to work again.. haizz and i dun wanna tok abt work cozz it stress me up.. lets juz say i work without pay on tht day and i still have to another day to work free.. cb! free labour me! haizz applied my leave for hari raya celebration, took 2 weeks off.. coz if my mom goes visiting, i need to beg her to go home.. coz first off i dun like visiting ppl houses and mostly im forced to do it.. only a certain time i eager to visit,, but for the rest, i really dun wanna go and i got forced in to this visiting stuff.. i dunno its juz me..

monday; SLEEP!

wow hari raya coming soon and u know what, i still haven clean my house, even touched the broom i haven yet, haven bought my hari raya clothes yet, i think im going on friday or wednesday.. and oso i think this yr raya will suck coz i have this feeling the msg of this festive day is being ruined by stupid matreps and minahreps of singapore! fuck those ppl! and i feel tht by celebrating, im one of those low life being.. so im gonna celebrate but im going to have my limits..not celebrating like the way of the ugly minah and the ever not cool matreps of singapore!disgrace to the malay society.. why dun u juz vanish and incinerate into the horizon but wat the hell!!u will nvr understand.. so ciao!

THATS IT

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death to scums!

2009-09-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

HAZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

monday; wake up freaaking early coz my cousin juz budge in into my house.. shit sia i juz wen to bed arnd 8 am and now i must wake up? haizz but i juz give him wateva he wants and i wen bck to bed! dun care lah! wake up at 2.. over shot siols.. suppose to meet hailmi at 130 to meet hailmi to do our first ori.. so wake up rushed to his house wif my amps and bass.. reach there got sab, hailmi and his mom.. so at first did nth much juz laze arnd coz waiting for amin.. syaza cant make it. den wen amin came we started doing and manage to complete everything, wif intro and bridge! haha den tab it out on guitar pro.. yeah our first, named fadhli why u leave me! lol no particular reason! so juz waiting for amin to complete the solo and were done! night usual go terawih, ran from syahir den slaccked a while den home! and my fucking fone is officially spoiled and im using my moms fone for nw,same no. after raya den repair or maybe change..see bout it!

tuesday; im seriously not feeling well in the morning, coughing and sneezing.. haizz so didnt wake up even though i turned in quite early. den ash called me at 430 if i wan to breakfast together wif him, ajeet , marc and dicky.. haizz im still quite sick but nvm its okay! so delli delly arnd den reached ther arnd 630.. cb they not there.. they know im gonna be late so they purposely come late! cb! so i sit down first den got adi and nadia, brother and sis in law haha! ordered for and do some catch up! after breaking fast i suggested to go to the bazaar, walk arnd.. but main reason i wan see chicks! haha so walked there, got wat i was looking for, alot siols! smiled at a few.. lol den go survey raya clothes.. idiot bro wan pink so i go survey ah.. go home by cab.. reached home met amin and the rest, played soccer den go home..

THATS ALL

WHY SO SERIOUS

IM REALLY GONNA FALL SICK TMRW!

life, u hate it, still gonna continue, wat for ranting?

2009-09-06T06:11:00.002+08:00

past 2 day, feeling quite tired and yes im still not sleeping and i think it has smtg to do wif my body clock.. haizz i dunno and im running out of things to do at night.. haha if u know wat i mean..

HAIZZZ (TIRED)

saturday; the day which i have to go to work.. haizz but not so haizz la since there are good companies around.. haha.. so did some guard duty at the start den start doing wat im paid for.. so far no probs, only some minor issues.. haha so again the last person along wif broccoli(sabby) haha coz we count our money freaking slow.. haha lucky nvr miss the transport.. haha wen home hoping to sleep..

sunday; im not sleeping.. coz i have to do tuition hw.. so stayed up all night till sahur den till 8 in the morning to complete, wen to bed at 9.. at 1245 abg abu called and hes outside the house.. i juz woken up frm sleep.. and im feeling sick. lucky he understands and he juz shows me wat to do for nxt week.. den wen to sleep again den wake up late to go to work.. today abit fun, wen to break at 845, IMAGINE! haha i juz drank coke.. wen to break wif sabby and martin den work! kena scolded coz we count our money late again..den volunteered to clean the cashier machine.. so stayed wif martin, sab and hailmi.. fun lah serious shit, did some "eehem" thingy but we still cleared up.. wen bck by cab! den me and hailmi wen to 7-11 bought food and den slacked under block till 3 in the morning.. haizz

THATS ALL

I NEED TO SLEEP NOW.

SERIOUSLY!

every grain of sand..

2009-09-05T00:37:00.003+08:00

UPDATE!!

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

THURSDAY; skipped school.. i woke up at 1pm so haizz dun bother juz wen back to sleep till 4.. den wen to work. wats there to say, nth much. work is still work and i dun wish to blog bout my work-life, even though there are ups and downs.. and oso my atm card broke into 2, long freaking heaartpain story... why must it always happen to me!!

FRIDAY; wen to school wif hailmi and did my metal works like siao!! this is like my first time im inside MEM class not wasting any single time sitting down, lazing around.. haha and i manage to pass up 3 piece, and over-tapped rod, a perfect tapped hole and a key, or juz say piece of shit! haha after sch wen to heartland to buy my conditioner and den home.. wen prayers den a quick trip to fairprice! lol met my managers there and tok alot.. at night terawih, i skipped the last 2,im juz tired! wen bck played soccer til 1030 den go home!

btw, nxt week is my test and i need to come back on thursday.. haha so mean i have 5 weeks of hols so anything, wanna go out or wat msg me!

THATS IT

HAIZZ

sinfest!

2009-09-02T23:57:00.004+08:00

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!

so today, i nvr fast.. haha i dunno, no particular reason but i juz dun feel like fasting.. so after the morning class, wen to have my chicken cutlet wif rice wif ryhan since hes not fasting too.. haha but during eating, the uncle at the malay store kept staring at us coz partly, its ryhan's uncle.. argh dun care lah.. wat can he do?! den i think he not happy wif us he o scold my chinese fren coz he bought food for the other malay who not fasting, but, why must he stare at us wen hes scolding another guy?? i juz dun get it.wen bck to class aand being called to the office juz becoz i wrote B.U.T.O on my test paper.. haha its a stupid story.. no point telling.. den coz of this, everyday i must come to schol freaking early and CA will sign some logbook! wtf?! i think got to do wif my appeal and he says im under his monitoring.. haha nvm rid only one week pluss! and today im being robbed by one of the stupidest robber in the world.. my psp BATTERY kena stolen, not PSP, but the PSP BATTERY!!which idiot juz steal the psp batt wher u can have the psp+batt! haha stupid guy but grateful to his stupidity! and coz of tht it cost me 40 bucks! idiot!

after school wen followed bob to buy some crackers aand yes hes oso not fasting, we juz slumber wen to the bakery, bought some bread den slacked under void deck and eat.. haha it attracted lost of stares by the muslim ppl but juz dun care lah, atleast i think we are being honest not like some who acts good infront but the worst devil behind the curtains! haha slacked awhile den wen home to sleep! den wake up, terawih, den played soccer den go home! see today is my SINfest!

THATS ALL

WHY WHY WHY

I DUNNO WHY

SHIT MUST SLEEP TMRW WAKE UP EARLY!

i think i can fit my tv in my eyebag..

2009-09-02T07:28:00.004+08:00

i think its gonna be true someday, if i continue not to sleep. today im not even slept yet and in bout 5 mins time im heading to school.. wat a life..i think its smtg to do wif my body clock thingy.. coz im usually sleeping in the afternoon like juz nw i slept from 9 am to 7pm.. 10 hrs of sleep.. haha juz in time to break fast.. haha so pls, all alone at night, text/call me! QUICK UPDATE!

HAIZZZZZZ

i told u already i woke up at 7PM so juz rushed to the bathroom and came out, can break fast already.. and yeah i skipped work today coz im 'sick'.. so went to terawih as usual, today i adopted thiss new style and it works.. no point explaining coz i really dun know how to.. den wen home and todaay running away frm syahir was the best.. haha hakim run oso nvr give signal.. cb and coz of tht i change plan and hit a car.. lol! haiz so we circle around hg area.. poor syahir.. den slacked awhile at the basketball court wif syafiq, azri, ane and prasad.. agian we ran away frm syahir.. haizz boy u need to know u are not welcomed.. den slacked awhile den go home..

SHIT MUST GO SCHOOL NOW

CBLCW!

BBTC!

u are as good as dead if i find u outside!

2009-09-01T03:52:00.003+08:00

ARRGGGHHHH HAIZEHAIZZZ!!

SUNDAY; NO MOOD DUN WAN TOK BOUT THT STUPID DAY! THE DAY IS STUPID!

MONDAY; skipped school today to go bck to tkss! haizz tkss the run-down school now dominated by mat and minah wannabe! so i met ash, marc, dicky, sg and kai outside school and sasa came den we enter school.. haizz i dun see many familiar chers, all those who taught me has either moved on to other school or persue their other dream.. haizz so watch the performance which i think was abit lame.. lame to the core! wat happen!? haizz after this that bak buk dak duk they all decide to have lunch at subway.. since me, ash and omar fasting we juz sit down chilaxing.. haha spent quite some time den initially wanted to watch movie, up, but i know the movie sucks to the core and i no mood to even watch cartoons now so haizz im seeing my faithfull ash if hes going.. yess ah hes not going so cabot ah.. walked all the way to ash bustop and thks ash for waiting for the bus wif me.. nxt time kite buke lua ok! haha went home and died! den wake up to trawih, now i find it as a chore not something u wanna do at night.. left syahir which is not even praying.. thts wat he totally deserve.. slacked awhile den wen home.. tmrw no school and i un think im coming to work tmrw.. im sensing fever coming soon!

THATS ALL

TMRW NO SCHOOL

MENDAK PE HIDOP!

keep my heart beating..

2009-08-30T02:48:00.002+08:00

haizz i know i have not updated for quite some time.. haha so her its goes to all those silent readers.. haizz

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

WEDNESDAY; went to school, reached quite early. did my maths test and i juz found out i got myself debarred from 2 modules, technical maths and CAD and mechanical maintenance..haizz got my appeal letter which i must submit by friday.. so enuff said, tht day got test so i did what i know.. after tht tot of entering class but haizz im too tired luhh.. one whole day nvr sleep so bob, an and me cabot.. all sleepy heads.. i went home and sleep.. i dun care i even miss the breaking fast time and woke up at 8 for terawih... haizz.. tht day we found new hobby, leaving syahir behind and run as fast as possible from him.. haizz kekek siols... first thing, syahir cant even catch us even though we jog and the second thing, he cant even find us even though hes in front of us.. haizz boy u need to grow up.. haha!

THURSDAY; went to school to do my MEM test and yeah, mr han is really telling all his stories.. haha! went home early coz got no CAD and died at the sofa waking up to go to work.. haha! so work was fun tht day.. i stil break fast at 8pm all alone coz kena psycho by anita.. haizz stupid me.. no lousy customers juz some idiots who thing they are freaking smart citizen of sg.. haha! went home wif hailmi..

FRIDAY; i rushed to school to submit the appeal letter to cikgu and run back to do my metal works juz to find out i forget to bring my locker key which have all my metals.. so went there to slack!! haizz if got key oso i dun wan to do. troublesome.. haha!! went home early coz we decided to skip pe and went friday prayers wif amin and the rest.. i tot tht day my salary day but nah it still haven come in yet.. so me and hakim followed him to tp to submit his hw den wen to hg mall to check abt my contacts and met hailmi and alwee awhile at the arcade.. wen home.. break fast wif matrep which i thin hes not even fasting.. haizz!! den wen terawih and did our ussual activity.. running away frm syahir!! haha today we did pairs.. im wif hakim hahah!! in the end after running like mad, we slacked under block den wen home..

SATURDAY; sleeped the whole morning till 4 pluss to wake up and go to work.. today i report in late, 15 mins late an d today got customer fighting inside haizz!! haha so today work was abit tiring coz today got midnight sales so we close at 12 am.. haizzz!! today the customers are abit more kiasu den usual, i think they were thinking i have 8 legs, 16 arms.. u buy 2-3 trolleys and den u wan me to scan like idiot in one minute time! u wish!! cb.. im the last to close counter coz of shiela and haizz lucky no trolleys,, haha wen home wif transport and checked my salary is in!! yeah!!!

THATS ALL

TMRW TUITION

HAVEN DO HW

DIE DIE DIE!

lightning strike

2009-08-26T01:34:00.003+08:00

X)

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ

MONDAY; i went to school oso late and met the rest at the blue table.. haizz den went to class. sit down, slacked abit den after tht, break, played cards den wen back to class.. haizz finally i did my project, even though i copy frm acap den after tht wen home.. reach home i "hibernate" since im fasting and my matrep bro not fasting so to avoid temptation i sleep! but wen i sleep, wen breaking fast time i sleep all the way didnt even break fast.. haizz at last syafiq call me go terawih, thts wen i woke up and took a bread and met them downstairs.. go terawih, prayed beside my small cousin! haizz! today he fast full day.. quite proud a small kid can fast full day but the old idiots i know can't even survive it!! should be ashamed of urself! after tht wen home..

TUESDAY; diddnt go to school, too sleepy lah! haha so sleep all the way till 430, wake up go to work.. haha. so totday i break fast at 8 coz my break at 8 haizz but got drink smtg lah! haizz can die sia like tht! haha wen break wif martin, slack outside first den wen back to entertain customers.. haizz today i think abit slacked coz its Tuesday and not many ppl! lucky me but a certain time got long ques! haizz went back home alone, through dark alleys and parks! haizz reach home 12++ haha! getting my salary soon so im listing down things i wanna buy!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ SCHOOL

WHY SCHOOL

ITS A BORE!

long time story, long lost memories!

2009-08-24T03:15:00.003+08:00

haizz its seems tht ive not been updating this blog for quite some time! as u all know nw i have a job which ends at 11! so haizz let me described my memories for the past few days!

HAIZZ, JUZ HAIZZZ!

FRIDAY; skipped school again.. really i think i dun have intrest already! haizz! so went prayers alone and met syafiq and hakim there! after prayers,caaught in the mosque preety long cozz its raining heavily! after the rain stops abit,becoz plan already, met wak sabby, accompany him to cut his hair.. ok lah his hair is not that messy nw and the main important thing is to even up his hair.. haha so okey after tht decided to lpk first at hg point wif nurin but since syaza coming along so haizz sengkang it is! so met nurin first den wen to sengkang to meet syaza.. since im hungry, bought food at mc den lpk under void deck. there tok lots of stuff, since syaza is so inquisitive to know more stuff! haha general knowledge is everyones knowledge! went off arnd 8 and straight to terawih.. haha wak sabby and bro came late so waited for them aand bought food again at mc den slack under void deck a while den cabot home!! tmrw fasting.. sianzz!HAIZZ!

SATURDAY; first day of the fasting month! haizz first day osos i open counter! confidence lvl really not so high but haizz if i dun start nw, i wont achive anything! so went to work and open my counter.. lucky tht day i dun have any void sales but i can tell im really, really, really, really slow! haizz even some customers coment me but tht.. but the highlight was wen joanne peh, the chinese actor, she qued in my line!! wow i was so ever stress and i saw this tall lady and she looks familiar.. haizz wat a lucky day first day open counter can meet famous ppl! haha but sat was so freaking tiring, the lines were long and the things ppl buy are alot tht i think they can survive a whole month! but lucky my supervisors, especially shiela was very patient! last 2 cashiers to leave the building and we need to cahse the fucking transport! in the end oso send me far away frm my house! cb! reached home arnd 130 pluss! and yeah i left my bag becoz of rushing!

SUNDAY; i tot its gonna be more relax but haizz! im keep making mistakes calling supervisors and even one customer wanna complain! haizz dun care la! and i learn not to rush and take ur own sweet time to do stuff and i learned if u do it too slow, they will leave for the other que but i wont do tht la! haizz today best coz have hailmi and sab and oso khai.. so we break fast together.. haha and juz abt to close counter, one auntie came to my counter buying 64 packets of sugar, 10 cartons of coke, 2 cartons of coffee and other stuff! and becoz of her im the last one to leave my counter in the first floor!haizz haiz haizz haizzz!! reached home 130 pluss too! haizz haizz haizz tmrw school!

THATS MY DAYS!

IM TIRED BUT ENJOYED WORK

HAIZZ STILL NEED TO FAST!

wah its been a while

2009-08-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

yeah its been a wwhile ssince i updated it so her it goes!

HAIZEHAIZEHAIZEHAIZZZZ!!!

MONDAY; went for the job interview at carrefour and i got the job!! haha yeah i got the job and the schedule is freakin tight, tues, thurs, 6-11pm. sat,sun, 5-11pm! haizz but i really need a job and im happy even though working as a cashier! hhaha! wan cashier?? haha! after tht went arnd suntec like mad circling the whole damm building to find fyd present! haizz mcm nk patah kaki aku siols!! haha so atlast found her smtg but i dunno if she like it but its something i treasure i wan to share it wif others! night ngaji and its the last ngaji b4 puase! haizz!

TUESDAY;went out wif fyd to semei to collect fone, den to payar lebar to change her raya clothes and gave her present! haizz tired but dun care lah! coz of tht im late for my jammin session but nvm atleast gave those ppl time to set up and stuff! haizz accompany her to eunos and took train to bugis and walked all the way to odio! cb i have blisters everywhere! cb! it juz shows tht i getting bck retribution cozz my matrep bro stole it frm somewhere, and i stole from him! haizz jammin was i think the best one yet coz at last every one learned their songs and stuff and did improvisation shit and its overall fun and i implement my 45 mins focus plan and i think it has the result! 8 songs in 30 mins! haizz can lah! after jam decided to lpk at compass so take 80 lah! but this very funny ppl walk all the way till clarke quay to take 80!! haizz leg blister siols! lucky took bus, cold journey all the way, bought dinner at mc and slack under void deck till 10 pluss den go home.. until i reach hg interchange i walked back home! haizz but the reason no need to know lah!

WEDNESDAY; skipped school! had my haircut, ermm juz a few cuts haizz! den went to suntec to give all my particulars to carrefour, collect my id and uni and today start my training! haizz since im wearing blue, the rest there especially the auntie thought i supervisor haha but im a cashier in training, firstday! sis nth much, learned alot from the aunties how to pack stuff and abit abt cashier! haizz but my leg waana fall off already! but the best part got lots of japanese chicks! haizz tergugat iman! haha made alot of frens and the staff is friendly towards new boys!! haizz lucky me wen home super late at 12 pluss!

THURSDAY; skipped school again! dun care laah! so went to work wif hailmi and reached abit late! haizz started helping an auntie coz im still in training! but in the end i help my new fren, taufiq! haha we have lots of fun and imagine we closed counter 2 times to wash hands which we used to hold pig!! haizz and i did hads on work like scanning and stuff and kinda enjoyed it! and i think we called office more den 20 times and also the supervisors coz of void sales aand stuff! haizz!! overall fun day and next sat i opening counter and i think im ready! haizz went home wif taufiq and hailmi and reached home late again!

THATS MY STORY

HAIZZ WORK TIRING SIOLS!

BUT FUN!

SUNDAY OII!!

2009-08-17T01:55:00.003+08:00

HAIZZ FOR THAT DAY...

mom went over to johor for my long lost relatives wedding from malaysia.. haha long lost coz i can tell u i have lots of relatives living there and i know only a handful of them.. oso not quite close.. haha ok someday ill try to meet all my long lost relatives and make them founded.. so at home alone, shivering like mad coz i had fever and coz of tht i cant follow hailmi to carrefour to ask abt my job application.. shit but... instead of me travelling all the way to suntec, THEY CALLED ME!! yah they called me.. and tmrw i have an interview at 130-200!!! yeah!!! haha if this thingy happen, 3 members of midlife parody working together!! haha lol! so at home, i did nth, watched naruto shippuden all day long! haizz den mom returned quite early wif lost of sweet stuff which i cant take it coz im coughing like mad.. shiet!! haizzzz!!

THATS ALL

TMRW INTERVIEW

CB GOT SCHOOL OSO!!

nose leak!

2009-08-15T23:17:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ FOR TODAY..

suppose to have tuition but abg abu only can have it for a short period and oso i have kenduri so i cancelled it.. and went back to my sleep.. and i have to cancel my plan wif dicky to wat where got ghost at suntec coz im down wif flu.. so irritating sia! my eyes are half open, my nose leaking like theres a pipe of mucus bursting, hands shivering like old man and my body can burst into flames any seconds! so i stared at the ceiling, sneezing and eyes half open! yeah! so i cant go to the kenduri and i entertain myself watching naruto shippuden! yeah!! by evening, the flu died!! serious shit i feel so much better lah! haizehaizehaizz!! haha and im kinda bored too! fuck u half-day flu!! fuck u!! haha cancel all my plans because of this!

THATS ALL

TMRW MAYE GOING TO CARREFOUR

AFTER THT PRESENT HUNTING!!

IN MY FACE! FACEPLANT!

2009-08-15T19:11:00.002+08:00

This is for friday!

HAIZZ ON THAT DAY...

i skipped school again and didnt got to try out my new present, a camera bag! haha thks fidi! haha so i went on sleeping haha i dun care lah! i simply dun! i tried calling the mysterious no. tht has called me yesterday, i know its carrefour but what are the odd of me calling 10 time for every hour from 10 am to 6 pm? and there is no ans?? haha i guess its damm suay! hiazz i really need a job and my actions show how despo i am! yah i know there are other jobs but heck care! and sab who applied wif me got the job! haha i think its juz not my luck! so went prayer wif amin and Syafiq and prayed beside my uncle! and went home wif my uncle in taxi!! haha yeah!! wen home, while waiting helplessly for the call back, went down to play soccer, tiring siol! i dun wan to play actually but no fun stay at home oso! haha went home, played dota! and still waiting for a call back!! LET IT GO RID!! HAIZEHAIZEHAIZEHAIZZ!!

THATS ALL

TMRW GOT KENDURI

I DUNNO GOT TUTION!

i stared at the sky, it came down crashing..

2009-08-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS..

WEDNESDAY;yeah again i didnt update my blog haha.. but heres goes nth.. sso on tht day i went to school quite early and reached early den kena scolded.. not becoz late but i nvr copy down stuff.. haha but school was quite amazing for me today coz i dun care haha i feel good.. there this certain feeling.. haha den skipped the last class followed hailmi to suntec to apply for job wif sab.. haha at last i oso apply.. haha but no interview.. haha! so after interview i wen to eat at mc den sasa asked me to join her ltr at 7 to eaat ice?? haha snow-thingy acctually! lol so we 3 went there ad den met sasa ther and den marc join.. hailarious outing... and my frens click wif them! haha gd sign.. so bused home thts all!!

THURSDAY; today i went to school and the min i reach, the class finish! hahah my fault.. haha so go for breakfast den class.. halfway, dissapeard to meet fyd at void deck near my school.. met and chat till zul and faii came den slacked a while, she gave me my present, thkq very very much!! hha so i went back to school and did my CAD.. haha! den wen home.. haha thks fidi again for the present, i read ur note and i like it! haha haha!! shits!! today i got caleed form carrefour and i didnt pick it up coz i was charging my phone coz it was dead and i put it on silent!! haizzz!!

THATS ALL

WTF MY LIFE

THKS FIDI!!

zzzzzzzzzzz

2009-08-11T23:31:00.003+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

SKIPPED SCHOOL, HAVEN EAT, SLEEPING THE WHOLE DAY!!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ I WAN GO TO SCHOOL

NO MORE MISSING CLASSES!

eh oh eh oo!!

2009-08-10T23:15:00.002+08:00

wow first time i nvr update my blog.. haha kinda not in the mood juz lazy to update.. haizz must kick this habit off my mind.. and the problem of not updating is tht u lost ur memories.. so this post is the best i can think off right now..

HAIZZ FOR THE LAST 3 DAYS!!!

SATURDAY; eve of national day.. do nth much lah, had tuition on tht day and finally i cleared alot of stuff in my head.. ive learn to ask qns even though it may sound stupid to others but heck care.. haha and my stupid matrep bro is off to Malaysia, following my cuz so im free from stupid jiwang songs of his.. haha. on tht day i followed hakim and amin and jakson(asri) to heartland and den to fairprice to buy stuff.. haha see nth much... go home and sleep of course!

SUNDAY; national day siols!! haha Singapore's 44 birthday.. didnt watch the celebrations on tv and declined lots of offer to lpk but in the end, home seem abit dull without my bro who i like to disturb so i took up ash offer to watch movie, GI JOE at tamp.. reached there late.. sorry ashraf! so the movie was quite good and the plot seems convincing but i dun get it, why the explosion must be more den 5 sec? haha actually i timed it! lol and a movie wif lots of explosion, its a drag! haha after movie tot of eating but late already so took the train and bussed alone home..

MONDAY; band meeting at tamp, sab nye idea at tamp. and wen reached ther, dunno where to lpk den we proceed back to compass point!! haizz tot of meeting nurin but shes wif her mom.. so at there tok abt band stuff, today juz wanna investigate wats syaza voice range and confirm the songs for the 18th aug jam.. den after tht went to 77 street where hailmi bought his necklace which i think it looks ridiculous haha!! sorry but it juz doesnt fit! haha den had my dinner at mc while the rest played cards and den slack under void deck.. haha kecoh gile!! hailmi hyper.. hiz jokes always cracks me up!! haha den wen time comes sent syaza bacck home, took 80 wif sab den at kovan walked back home..

THATS ALL FOR THE LAST 3 DAYS!

TMRW SCHOOL

I DUN WANNA GO..

BUT ILL TRY TO!

jeeeze!!

2009-08-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

i self-proclaim its a school hols today.. haha i dun wan go school today.. and furthermore, i think theres no class so wat for come.. haizz.. so i sleep till like 12 pluss and amin left me, he go prayers first.. haha darn it wen my prepaid run off and im now uncontactable... haizz see luhh i go collect money... haizehaizehaizz!! haha so went prayers and met up wif them at the mosque den after tht walk back home..

after tht wen to play soccer and wen i come down there, i see sunny and one paikia idiot fighting.. dun wan get involve luhh.. all ther my fren sia, only this idiot i dunno and hes like freakin aggressive and not giving up easily.. idiot u think u big fuck here izzit.. but anyways hes gonna rot so who cares.. im juz respecting my frens which is oso ur frens.. so walk all the waay to the condominium and today is the most tiring day.. haha need to run more den after a few match,walk back home.. haha thts all

THATS ALL

TMRW TUTION

HW HAVEN DO

DIE!!

sleepy head

2009-08-06T23:56:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

went to school at last but as epected late luhh... so den at school nth much, and i manage to tear my last pair of pants while playing soccer.. lol now im left with no school pants and mom was like shes giving me money to make an altered pants.. haha dun care lahh see the outcome ltr.. so today in class i played cs wif epul, 1v1 and i won.. haha yeah me and ltr join the rest... i think wen joining the rest its not playing cs but laughing bcoz of the names...imagine got name mokhsen bin jol!! and oso since sharul cut his hair today, into a bald nigga so its been a topic of disturbance in the whole class so den come out name like negro botak la, da botak, hitam plak!! wtf class mates but this made the class worthwhile.. haha so after tht went home and died in bed! yaah i love my bed! tmrw no school, i self proclaimed no school since there is no lesson tmrw, juz celebrating national day.. haha so im sleping so late today!!! yeah me

THATS ALL

TMRW SELF PROCLAIM NO SCHOOL

HAIZZ WATS HAPPENING TO ME NOW

i juz wan to sleep.. haha

2009-08-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

at last the lights in my room is being fixed and its shing brightly but to my horror, now i can see how cluttered my room is haha!! dun care wen i have time ill clean up this mess! so today i didt go to school again coz i woke up late at 1145.. but my class ends at like 5 but i decide im not going to school today so i juz went back to bed.. im expecting my third warning letter so haizz who gives a fuck!

so the whole daay, i sleep!! haha i seriously sleep.. i dun care wats happening arnd me i juz went back to bed.. haha but i got very irritated by my stupid matrep brothers ringtone!!! cheebye so freakin annoying and i think he got the most stupidest fren in the world i swear... if the guy is not picking his phone means he is bz or not available but this stupid ppl, wen cnnt reached him through phone, call my house!! cheebye!! so wat i did was juz pick up the phone, say cheebye and en slam the phone!! i dun care who lah mym moms fren or his fren but not certainly my fren coz the will reach me through my phone!! haizz stupid matreps and minahreps!! bodoh tkde otk!! pegi mampos sua!! thts all

THATS ALL

I TRY TO GO TO SCHOOL TMRW

I SEE LUHH!!

CHEEBYE MATREP AND MINAHREPS!!!

keep me in u..

2009-08-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

i ditched school.. haizz lazy lah only one freaking period and waste ur time to wake up and go.. as usual, my mom terpekik cam minah jungle but i juz took my phone, and say to her, TODAY NO SCHOOL. i knw she oso sleepy and she cant sleep till i wake up so i i juz tell her no school and she will gladly jump back to bed haha!! slept till 1 woken up by amin.

im suppose to meet amin and sab at amk hub at 2.. tot of band meeting but hailmi nt free so jadi lpk session.. lol so meet amin in the bus.. 25 and went down to amk hub to meet sab who was obviously late so me and amin toured arnd amk hub.. haha entered faairprice and relieving old memories since we worked ther b4.. den met sab and went to fully packed mc to have lunch.

slacked a while den went to the arcade to play some games.. hahai think ive lost my initial d touches so im going back to training b4 friday coz i gotten a challenger haha hope i win.. den sab went off to pick his hmm and left the two of us but i thik nt even half an hrs he called back, meeting us back at amk.. haha cpat nye.... den bussed till hg mall den bussed back home.. tht all

THATS ALL

IM DEAD.. HAIZZ

lost child..

2009-08-03T23:31:00.002+08:00

BUMBLEBOYS!! BILE NK MEET!!??

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

went to school late again,today kena criticize by my cher.. stay so near yet the last person to report in.. wth! den go for break, slack at the canteen, see stuff haha!! den enter back for a while den dunno, break again.. medak pe hidop! den slacked at the third floor and i swear its the worst place to lpk in school! haizz den went for the nxt class and the bloody hell cher dunno wher he go den nvr tell us and class cancel! knnccb! followed acap to 7-11 far away den i had this worst case of stomach ache and went to ease myself.. come out acap not there so called him and e say he gone home already and he tot i went to woodlands..!! wth!! haizz went back to school den slacked awhile at CAD room and den went home... haizz!! wen home died in the sofa and at night went to ngaji! ok thts all!

THATS AALL

HAIZZZ TMRW I DUNNO WAT TO DO

WAT SHALL I DO I DUNNO..

sat and sun, dust and falls

2009-08-02T22:44:00.008+08:00

HAIZZ FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS....

jamming! wow nice arrangement!

SATURDAY; jam!!! beats was the location and nurin and botak, syafiq, hailmi's fren came to follow us.. jammed for 2 hrs.. its a good session and can be improved, i think we going to jam again in the nxt 2 weeks!! woohooo and odiocrib coz beats sucks to the max!!after tht get lost on the way to the flyer coz we wanted to eat at popeye.. haha imagine we took the wrong way and cross some abandoned field full of dragonfly and stuff.. syaza screaming all the way!!! haha kecoh nye!! manage to make our way ther and had a sumptuous meal!!! haha happy siols!! alwee caame aand proceed to watch the fireworks at marina wif syaza's clique..and got to see kid. fun and played stupid games and den took laughing gas.. bleh biol sia!! haha i too high i go ask a bangla for his no.. haha!! den me, hailmi and alwee proceed home and we need to walk effing long way to our bustop coz alot of road blocks..gd day coz made a new fren syafiq! nxt time lpk lagi..

front;syaza,me and nurin

back;botak,alwee,hailmi, sabril

MY LPK KAKIS!!

SUNDAY; nth much juz tht i had my tution and finall figured out trigo and den go out wif amin to top up ez link and den played soccer.. taoday soccer fun gile!! haha more laughing again! den go home aand my stupid fucking matrep brother had gone out and im left without keys!! wtf no choice go to hailmi's home and slacked ther till night!! haha played wif his ironhide!! fun and den wen home..

THATS ALL

TMRW SCHOOL

CHHHEEBYE!!

im so getting debarred!!! but who cares!!

2009-07-31T23:09:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

i didnt go to school, deliberately!! i no mood luhh coz first lesson was MEM which i hate the most.. haizz and nxt was pe.. no mood to even get change.. yep i set my alarm at 715 and mom was shouting like minah jungle but haha slumber back to bed.. i know my mum shouting like but i juz couldnt be bothered!! at last its silenced and victory being achieved!! haha so slept until like 1 pluss!! haizz skip prayers also and i think i seriously will die in bed!!

den recieve msg tht my frens playing soccer.. stupid me go all the way to the usual place aand there was no one. read the msg again and its at street soccer court so went to the usual street soccer court and there was no one too!! haha den after calling them, they were at a street soccer court near my house which i hate!! i really dun like the fucking place, its filled wif unpleasant memories and i know tht if i still hang out there, i wont be the fellow u know! i will be wild and uncontrollable like aall my other frens.. haizz so went ther, dun even care bout playing and went home after juz 5 min ther.. i wish i wont be stepping back there anytime soon!!

went home and study my songs for tmrw jam session at beat merchant.. haha cant wait siols its been a long time since i saw my whole band.. haha the last time was in 2 weeks time.. lol!! still studying the songs.. not gonna sleep so i hope no nenek at night selling keropok haunting me!! haha!!

THATS ALL

TMRW JAM

HAIZZ DEN I THINK LPK

I THINK AH SINCE I DUNNO WAT ARE THEIR PLANS..

indie life x)

2009-07-30T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ FOR THE LAST 2 DAYS....

WEDNESDAY; my old habits starts again, im startin to wake up late to school.. so i wake up at 830 and my mom was like its a biggest deal.. ok lah i know ive gotten my second warning letter but who cares.. so skipped the first class den enter the rest.. swear its so dry tht even walking arnd aimlessly sounds more fun.. haha in the end cabot MEM after taken attendance coz seriously, i have no intrest in tht subject.. and my hands were all filled wif oil and it stains my white uni!! haizzz went home and died on the sofax)

THURSDAY; same i still went in late but lucky my attendance taken. juz nw paiseh siols, there was sec sch students at our school and one of them stared at epul and went to the toilet. cnnt take it, almost the whole class pluss me went inside the toilet and epul asked the boy bout his prob.. knn tht boy is his fren lah, he had forgotten.. haha but at least we showed them wat ite all abt.. kecohh!! den went to CAD, did a block and played cs the whole day!!! haha went home again, died on the sofa.. one day ill swear ill die on the sofa..

haizz this past few days, have been searching for an ideal present.. i had a few in mind but theres always this issue wen its perfect, money over budget and wen enough money, im thinkin twic bout the stuff... haizz!!! hope can find one real soon and i know u oso been findin for me so i appreciates it..

THATS ALL

TMRW PE

I HATE PE!!

2009-07-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

my bdae cake.. thks vanessa!!

HAIZZ SO TODAY!!!

woot its my bdaex) haha so the day start as plan, keeping low profile in class as only some ppl knw it my bdae today.. it almost succeded until i think someone revealed it to the rest and got a few bashes but the reaction i got was totally diff.. i tot they gonna cover me or bash me up till i bleed bt nah its all warm wishes.. thks for not harming me classmates..

so went home and get change to meet amin and danielle, amin's fren for movie.. watching harry potter and the half blood prince. the movie ok lah, this time i think its more theory den action but the action was fantastic haha!!nice graphics and fuck, dumbledore died!! haizz i wanna cry but i think my tears will froze into ice.. freakin cold la dey!! 2hrs 30 min inside.. lol.. anyway wanna thank min for the treat.. haha and nice meeting u danielle..

so met ajeet at city hall after tht for dinner.. den came ash, marc and dicky. we proceed first to haigh road to have mee goreng. den vanesa join us.. so we ordered everything in the menu.. thks ajeet for the treat..great food enjoyed it so much!! and got some entertainment by a madman!! haha my birthday always like this, see mad man!! den we slacked at vanessa father cofeeshop and ther, i blow the candle out 17 time.. haha coz its a small slice of cake and one candle and im 17 so must blow 17 times.. haizz thks vanessa and i think ashraf for the cake!! den slacked awhile and went off home.. thks AJEET, ASHRAF, MARCUS,DICKY AND VANESSA FOR THE DAY!!!

for those who wish me, through sms or faacebook or through mouth, i thank u all so much kay!! much appreciated..!! seriously.. and thks for the presents, dun care lah treat , shirt or wateva, i appreciate it very much!! thanks guy!!!

THATS ALL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PPL WHO SHARE MY BDAE

HAHA THKS FOR THEE WISHES

DUN WISH NVM, I THINK U DUNNO..

NVM, SUMTIMES I OSO DUNNO UNTIL PPL TELL ME!!

(u make my day)

2009-07-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

ignore the face.. i never even comb my hair!!

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

my last day as a 16 yrs old kid.. haizz im no more yong anymore and now i fear the legal age.. haizz but life must go on and maybe this yr will be my luckiest yet!! haha today im gonna blog not abt school but my life in the past 16 yrs old.. haizz after 16 yrs of life, i think i have grown more mature but still retain the cheekiness!! lol im nth without tht!! haha my mom asked me wat u wan for my bdae and i asked her for a new pair of slippers.. haha its true!! nw im using her slipper coz i dun like mine and i dun wan to be lke some kind of stuck up rich kids who asked their parents unreasonable stuff.. i know my mom cant afford all those.. even if she dun ask im not disheartened at any sense.. haha i love u mom, i love u my matrep bro even though u can be such and idiot and tmrw, haizzz im 17!!! hope for all the best!!! CIAYO RIDHWAN!!!

THATS ALL

LAST POST AS A 16 YRS OLD IDIOT

NOW A 17 YRS OLD MAN!! HAHA

im still sick!!

2009-07-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

i called abg abu today to cancel my tution wif him coz seriously im not feeling well.. so ive left rotting in bed till in the afternoon.. haizz wen i stand up, it feels like the world is spinning so i basically stand up a few timess before even try walking.. haizz i hate this feeling... its feeling like death!!

since im sick i cant do much so i juz lay and watch tv till i rot.. haha den watched sg vs lpool... come on lah lpool, sg kental nk mampos still only win them 5- 0 i was expecting like 10 -0 or smtg haha and those who bought tix, comeone lah u waste ur freakin money.. watch untalented players running around the field like some idiot wearing black.. thts wat u call title challenger?? 5-0 cmon lah!! COME ON LAH!!! yah i know they used their reserves but still, reserves or not, they must have the potential and the skills which will be far much better den the sg player if nt why the heck u can play for lpool!! young lions open for auditions!! haha yes i dun support pool but i grew tired listening to reason tht they are playing on reserves.. haizz

haha anyways tmrw school and one more day to my bdae so u wan wish me can do it in my fb or tagboard or sms me. if u dont wish to nvm im not disheartend.. haha the tot of nearing legal age fears me!! haha thts all!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ LPOOL WORLD CLASS??

HAIZZ!!!

ARGH DAMN IT WEN IM SICK!!

2009-07-25T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAIZZZ SO TODAY..

i finally fall sick after a freaking long time.. izzit sign tht my days are comin to an end.. izzit a signal for me to repent b4 its too late.. haizz.. but wateav the outcome, i know im gonnan get out of this strong and ready to face the challenges or juz rot in my coffin to be devoured by creepy crawlies and time.. haizz i cant see the future but predict is wat humans do best..

tempreture was quite high.. 38.2 degrees and im left bed ridden the whole day until now at night wen i find the strength to wake up and do stuff.. haha so im takin my med and haizz tryin to lead a normal life! haha.. i hate wen i get sick, it disrupt my daily life so bdly.. for eg. im sorry sab coz i last min ditch u and made u go to ur bro's gig alone.. haizz im terribly sorry.. i hope i can lead a normal life back!! go away fucking fever i dun need u in my life!!!

anfd today my mom bet wif me if the nenek keropok came to my house, i must open it and slam the door shut in her face.. i hope i can do it luhh!! if i do tht, kachingg!!! she the whole day irritating me tht sure im the one to be visited by nenek keropok coz i always sleep at night and on my music loud!! haha we'll see!

THATS ALL

TMRW I HOPE IM SICK!!

I REALLY HOPE I AM!!

JUZ FOR TOMORROW!!

happiness, laughter, prosperity!

2009-07-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

went to school early and den slacked in class while others do their metal works..haizz i dunno lah, like got no mood to even take the metal out frm the locker and speaking of locker, i wont be putting anything in the locker frm now onwards.. den PE do 5 stations and den played floor ball, my class kecoh gile babs till the stick fly all over the place.. haha but overall fun..

went home straight den agian went out for band meeting at terminal 3.. suppose to meet at 630pm but syaza reached first.. so we did colouring!! yeah happy i think mine is the most creative.. den the rest proceed.. so ther except me and amin, they bought food frm popeye.. i too full to eat luhh. so den slacked on the top floor and discuss abt the song choices.. kecoh!!

den since amin need to go home den we go to bus terminal and only amin went home, the rest go slacked at anchorvale.. WIF LAUGHING GAS!! haha yeah bought it at watsons b4 leaving the terminal.. so in the bus, kecoh rbks!! haha i think everyone stare at us.. den we slacked at some abandon lrt station and tried the gas.. only me and hailmi tried, syaza tried but her efforts are in vain.. so after a few rounds we decide to go off..

kiwak, hailmi kecoh pe.. he too high frm the thing until he randomly spurt stuff which is full of nonsense.. i tried my best to control my anxiety by juz keeping quiet but i burst.. i went arnd hopping mad and doing stupid stuff.. i made a fool out of myself.. syaza was i think abit worried abt us and thks sab and syaza for controlling us.. lucky in the bus it wears off and ride home smooth and happy!! argh now heaadache!!

THATS ALL

TMRW GIG

DUNNO LUHH

HAIZZ HEAADACHE!!

top of my world, imaginary one

2009-07-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

yes i still feel the thought of dying so soon that its creeping out my frens.. some was like dun say like that luhh and some juz cover saying im no tokin sense.. but guy, u dun know how i feel inside.. the thought of leaving earth for a better place is giving me goosebumps too but its a cycle of life, once lived, must leave so im now officially not afraid to enter the other dimension.. if i do in the coming future, i hope im showered wif prayers frm good souls..

so sch, i feel the same, no mood to entertain, to even laugh proves difficult for a depressed soul.. i constantly reached out but my effort were in vain.. haizz its basically a bore and did some activities like for eg., during break played soccer, in class still play cs, coz my dota partner not her today and trying to enjoy life in sch wif classmates..hmm

went back home aand sleep.. i think im addicted to this already, its becoming a habit i need to kick!! coz if i sleep early ill wake up at night and sleep late.. im tht type of typical person.. aniwaes i went to sleep like at 6 and juz woken up.. daam i wont be sleeping so soon now... haha so i need to find activities at night.. no not those activities!! haizz dying already still doing this.. till nxt time, but i doubt time is kind to me..

THATS ALL

TMRW BAND MEETING

HAHA IM SERIOUSLY LOST FOR WORDS

HAIZZ

finally , he's gone!!!

2009-07-23T00:34:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

went to sch all smart up juz to be ruined by he stupid rain.. in the end it makes my hair messy like siao but straight.. lol so today, foo is not coming back for like 1-2 months and new chers, malay cher for maths and electronics got skater dude! dun wan to comment abt foo heart surgery coz, if i do it will be one hell sarcastic remark!

so school was abit down coz dunno luhh today, i dun feel like tokin to anyone and dun even feel like entertaining stupid jokes and lame craps dished out by my classmates.. i feel like everything i do today is my last and im afraid i wont be seeing the scene the nxt day.. wat if smtg bad happen and im not around anymore, would ppl miss me, would they even attend my funeral to pay their last respect? wat would be my my greatest achievement, wat would ppl remember me for? its always a qns in my mind..

i tried to be an unique individual, judging for myself wat wrong and right but it seems ive already taken the wrong path and returning back wont be easy. life is so short to even think of good memories, yes there are some but its not enough for a dying soul.. the feeling of loneliness and misunderstood tears my heart and soul apart. im not in the right state of mind now. i need someone who can help me through this fire and flames.. till nxt time, if theres any..

THATS ALL

WATS WRONG WIF ME

HAIZZ LET FATE DECIDE!

rusty strings..

2009-07-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

school one period only.. no need elaborate coz its a bore.. so today went jamming wif me and amin. we saw alwee and invited him to join us oso.. so slacked at mc first b4 amin came den wen walking arnd tm, especially to yamaha to check the price of BOSS bass distortion and BIG MUFF bass distort.. haizz $152.80.. can lah getting a job soon

den proceed to jam studio at semei and played for 1.5 hrs. came, the whole place freakin empty but wen we leave, its littered wif sec sch student,and i dun even knw wat they playing.. may future music in sg has a futurex) so played bit of muse, franz ferdinand and bits of pieces of everything else..had fun and got to sing i dont want to close my eyes again..

saw afiq in fully packed 31 and asked him to wait for him at tamp interchange.. took the bus together and i swear its the best freakin bus ride ive been!! amin and hailmi was like sleeping and me and afiq keep toking crap inside haha!! there was this incident where theres this wierd, loud and sungguh taq perlu ringtone ringing. starting like wong fei hong den suddenly got chicken sound?!?! haha and worst its not even frm a chinese guy, a malay uncle!!! wargh!! afiq and me was like ok we need to control coz if not i think the uncle would have slapped us there coz its too freakin funny!! nasib nxt stop we droping.. haizz at the bustop we laugh like nobody business!!! lol thks eh afiq and not forgetting amin and hailmi for ur spontaneous reaction coz they woke up instantly hearing the ringtone!!

went home, too tired and died in sofa wif jeans!! lol tired lah!

THAT ALL

TMRW SCHOOL CB TILL 5

I TIRED I NEED A BREAK!

im juz waiting!

2009-07-20T23:28:00.004+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

i tried to go to school early but now i know, its like impossible to reach on time. i miss like 2 busses to school coz itss freakin packed and the bus didnt even stop! knnccb!! so i reached at 830.. even though i reach that time, i still kena scolding.. woii gile!!! i come 30 mins late its a great improvement den coming in 5 min b4 class ends!! cb!

den nxt class still he aiming me. oii its not like im the only one toking right?? and fyi i tok i still understand the blab ur spluting out so dun u think im tokin but not listening.. izzit must sit up straight and look forward so that u can concentrate?? everyone has their own ways to do smtg, no matter how slow or fast!

nxt class, i have no idea it starts at 12. so i came in at 1. ok lah that one u wan to scold i dun mind coz yes i admit its my freakin mistake so lets beat it! den u freakin stingy old man, on air con 25 degrees and the whole class is stuffy and humid. so i went out to take air and wen i come in,"ridhwan, u like to go out right, why dun u take ur bag and get out of class and school, ur not serious.." cb no link lah bodoh i juz go out take air and u wan to kick me out of school.. so i defended my rights as a student an almost losing temper!! nxt time i remember! since ur going away soon , i giv chance!

went home, followed hailmi to have his haircut, mcm mangkuk!! haha so wwent home and sleep and wake up to go ngaji.. btw today's inn metallion birthday and coincidentally, my dads 14th death anniversary.. may he rest in peace.. and im quite proud of myself coz i manage to live 14 yrs without someone called dad,im envious wen young but wen older, i learned that there must be a blessing in disguise.. dadimissyou!!!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ SESSION TMRW

MAYBE WATCHING POTTER

HAIZZ!!

rainbow skies and happy starlight!!

2009-07-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

no need intro to my moring life coz there is nvr such thing as morning in my life, except for school.. haha and btw tomorrow im going to wake up at 7 and reach school by 8, latest 815.. i hope this will work haha!! so followed amin to have his haircut and i found out that my allergies to cat fur still have not gone completely so i sneeze through out the babershop trip.. abt amin's hair, lets juz say i like his old hair.. the barber kept looking at my long hair, tot tat im cutting but haizz, i have my plans wif this length of hair.. haha juz see the result ltr..

so after that went to play soccer at the basketball court.. haha at first didnt play coz the court is packed wif ahbengs playing basketball.. but the miracle of rain sweep away the ahbengs who i think, fear the water drops, run for shelter and we ruled the court!! haha until they figure out the rain is harmless we played half court.. nbcb! den fatigue strike and once again we rule the court.. tokin like we going to war like that!! haha

played a while den rest and tok crap wif them.. haha miss the crap they have to offer and even spotted doremon character.. lol its juz random lah but its good enough to laugh for like 5 mins non stop! haha go home and tried doing the circuit but haizz fail miserably and tried to beautify bassy but i think plain is best! haha

THATS ALL

TMRW SCHOOL NBCB

HAHA I JUZ WAN TO SLEEP

(im relived)

eyes shut blur blur!

2009-07-18T22:14:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

today since got tution, i feel like today its a stay-home day so i woke up at 3 and get ready for tution at 5.. but once i woke up and swagger my way arnd the house i, its already 430!!! wargh den rush to clean my house abit.. today tution, juz because u forget abit of trigo, u are doing trigo other den a normal easy 15 qns exercise, now i need to do tough, 22 qns trigo and im stuck wif it.. haizz!! argh lets see bout it.

After tution, i landed on my sofa till at night, haha i woke up and juz realise i forget to do tons of stuff im suppose to do at night like playing my bass and also keepin the food in the fridge.. haizz me so blur right now, i cant even open my eyes properly, but a good thing is that wat i cant do now i can do it in the morning but nw, if u readers, have heard of it, theres this news spreading wide across sg, the auntie who sells crackers.. sounds,hmm lets say harmless but wat i gather from research and sitting beside my mom wen she having conversation, this thing is real, now happening in tampines, pasir ris area. this lady is supposedly selling cracker door to door and wen u dont wan to buy, the lady will sent one of her jins to haunt ur house and im not good in this supernatural realm but thee person who can take out the haunting in ur house, is the person who sent it. so die2 must find this old lad to ask her remove the evil stuff!! thts wen she will ask for lots of stuff.. con women using jins!! so ppl out ther be carefull and stay alive!!

THATS ALL

I STILL HAVE NO PLANS TMRW

DOING PROJECT

HAHA LAME NYE AKU NI!!

(to be a listener to ur every problems)

U ROCK RANDOM PERSONA!!!

2009-07-17T23:52:00.005+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

u know the story lah! come late again.. and juz got my second warning letter.. okay, this time i admit, im the lazy person in this situations.. mom was like "u still wan go school or nt?" haizz okla mum this time i will try my best to come early to school.. so i come only break den PE, nvr even run, run abit den run all the way to the office take air con! didnt play soccer coz nvm la i dun enjoy playing soccer anymore.. den slacked wif zul, fai and epul den wen home..

reach home and get ready to go nyp to meet ajeet.. and oso today its sab nyp band competition final. hailmi, alwee and amin all didnt come to support sab, demam!!.. eh mcm da janji je!! hope they get well soon! haha so frm midlife parody onli me and syaza.. i reached ther quite early, 4 on the dot and very leceh siols this nyp! must go write some survey den must take tempreture luhh!! den must take sticker.. waste time and yeah met jonathan, my fairprice work buddy!!

sat at koufu like a dumb ass.. this singh suppose to meet me at 4 in the end ash came firsst den him even though his class ends at 5!! haha but nvm luhh at least got someting hawtt to see ther!! eye opener!! haha i cant wait to go poly!! ajeet came at 445 and we had dinner! en after slacking awhile at koufu, they give me a private tour at the engineering block! wooo soo big!!! haha den syaza ask me to pick up kid freak at mrt station so walked all the way wif ash and jeet to mrt station and bring kid into the auditorium!

wow the place freaakin huge siols!! damm nice amphithetre!! big and round. ther was also nurin, bobby, hidzir ltr khai, all syaza frens but nice knowing them!! first performance, i stare wif my eyes big big!! ah beng's playing acoustic!! haizz sleepy la siols!! haizz ah bengs still alive meh wif the matrep?! but their performance was good, smooth and nice hearing!!

second and third performance was ok.. they rock but up nxt random persona!! haha my opinion they hype up the crowd wif their energetic performance and good audience interactions!! even the judges was hedbanging to the song higinia!! u rock guys!!!seriously!! i woke up instantly!! refreshing!!! haha the nxt band i salute the bassist, she, YES SHE!! is a basist pompan maot gile i have ever saw!! haha she played take me out by franz fedinand and another song i dunno!! i salute her skills!! wish can have her no., not to date her lah!! bass lesssons!!

we cabot after like the 6th performance, it boring after that!! serious peh boring!! haha so all slacked at mc ther coz a meal cost 5 bucks!! yeah happy!! slacked a while den go home luhh!! bussed alone all the way and sab msg me they got 2nd runner up.. wow thats a good thing right getting third!! but i hope they didnt lose to the acoustic playing ahbengs!! haha nxt time sab!! ROCK ON!!

THATS ALL

TUTION AT 5

MAYBE MEET AJEET LTR

OR DUNNO LAH MAYBE HOME-DAY

WEE WATS HAPPENING TMRW!

(should i make the first move?)

FEELING FEVERISH..

2009-07-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

i skip the first 2 lesssons and came in at the third lesson. All becoz i woke up at 10.. haha and still can sleep sumore.. idiotx) so went out of house arnd 113o and reached school at 12.. cpat pergh!!! Afternoon wher got traffic.. haizz smooth journey..

Reached school already den start playing dota wif acap. 1 vs 1.. first game i lost.. second i now im winning but dhen my stupps cher, offed the main switch.. idiot izzit ppl winning already den u juz off the main switch!! haizz den go for break and den went back to class, continue game and den went home! haha nvr even lpk!!feeling quite feverish!!

lol went home, tot of sleeping, but den sab msg me he wan to lpk at compass.. i got nth to do oso!! so meet sab and syaza at cp arnd 630 and have my dinner.. BANDITO CHICKEN, nice and cheap! so after that tot of slacking near lrt tht side, den all wanna go toilet and thts wen kecoh!!

syaza had a fight in the toilet, reason.. hmm juz say typical singaporeans.. haha den she stormed out of the toilet and me and sab, confused!! ni minah kene sampok pe siols!! haha everyone was looking.. hmm HAIZZ!! den bussed down to rivervale mall buy poker cards..

it cost me a buck and its a good quality.. den go lpk at some void deck playing cards and discuss abt band and stuff.. see 9pm all cabot home. me and sab sent syaza back home and otw a car honked us like wan to start fight coz we waalking slowly!! EH NBCB U DARE COME OUT UR CAR AND TELL ME FACE TO FACE AH!! CB NO NEED HONK HONK LIKE CB LIKE NABEI!! and its still green light!! black vios i remeber!! den bussed home alone!!

THATS ALL

HAIZZ TMRW SAB BAND PERFORMANCE

ALL THE BEST ABG RAAMBOTX)

HAHA ILL SUPPORT U THER!!

(wishes were false hopes)

the the brightest star u shine through

2009-07-15T22:13:00.004+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

wow for the firsst time i woke up at 730.. but den i was raaining like hell so haizz i bath den go sleep again.. the rain too heavy lah!! how to go out.. went to school wif hailmi and reached arnd 930.i miss my music coz i 4get to switch memory stick in my psp!!! argh no music cnnt function siols!!! stupid ppl play my stuff dunno how to charge and change memory stick! i scold den they say im too stingy wif my stuff!! wtf!! come to school already break!! haha wat luck!

after break its class and today foo not ther, some say he got some major operation for his heart. so my relief cher was a skater dude!!! no lah he juz some who dress sloppily and wears a skate shoes.. haha! haizzz teacher in ite.. so suppose to do worksheet bun den 1st qns cnnt do i go drawing.. haha love drawing already, wanna start back.

after that receive my first project in a form of a circuit wher u need to soulder and stuff.. cb freaking confusing and the air con was like blowing in my face and i dunno why but my bag feels so comfortable so haizz took a nap first. suddenly foo appear sia! i tot he got operation but haizz nxt week lah bodoh!! lol den juz listen to him for a while den go home. i skipped MEM class agaain. went home wif hailmi and followed him to kovan to top up his ez link.

WENT HOME AND DIED IN THE SOFA TILL NIGHT!! TIRED LA SIOLS!!!

THATS ALL

AGAIN IM TIRED

WARGH TODAY NO MUSIC IN MY LIFE

ARGH!!!

im broke.. seriously broke..

2009-07-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY...

went to sch wif hailmi den go home wif him too.. after tht go checck jammin studio arnd aljunied area and we cnnt find it.. haizz so den went home luhh to change and den to tamp to meet syaza and amin.. reached there abit late but those ppl were oso late. hailmi bought a new drumstick, zildjian anti vibe stick.. went to toys r us and haha we actually solve the stupid matrep song we keep hearing. its acctually a toy gun and its the song theme!! wtf like matrep siols!! and den kena stop by auntie who need our help to buy yoyo for his grandson.. random!! den amin and syaza came and we proceed to aljunied to jam..

Today jam session was i think abit productive den usual coz everytime its like me and hailmi playing so today got voice and guitar backing so it feels complete.. played abit of muse song and yes... finally i sang i dont want to miss a thing by aerosmith.. wooohhh feeling the best siols!!! and also played a song of my say hi to ted(aboys band)and an original by amin.. haha best siols!!

after jam, amin go home first coz he got very high fever and dun wan burden him further.. den since me , hailmi and syaza wanted to see sabby's nyp band jam, so we hang out together. took bus to cp den she go home to get change. today im really broke.. my money inside bank already cnnt withdraw and im left wif like 2 bucks.. I REALLY WANNA THANK HAILMI FOR THE TREAT... even though we juz buy a loaf of bread and ice lemon tea, its really feeling.. haha. so we slacked at syaza's neighourhood while waiting for alwee. got chance disturb random guy called syahir!! haha member stress.. syaza was like lookout for my makcik de wen we acctually saw her, she so scared to see her makcik haizz till run all the way to the nxt blok.. joker.

met alwee at the bus interchange and den train-ed to bugis. reached ther arnd 745 to see sab band jam.. they are reaal good and wishing them all the best for this friday's performance. so after that we had dinner at raffles hospital which i didnt eat coz, wat can u eat wif 2 bucks.. haizz!! haha watch dem eat lor.. den trained back home. kesian syaza, kene kacau.. we were like making lots of noice in dhoby ghout mrt station.. haizz like matrep chasing minah.. lol in the train oso kecoh the gile babs!! keling kechick!!=little india!!! haha frens and good company.. haizz walked home wif hailmi..

THATS ALL

IM TOO TIRED

I NEED A JOB

I NEED MONEY

(damm u little piece of valuable paper..)

SUCCESS COMES WIF TEARSS AND SWEAAT!

2009-07-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

lets see.. hmm skip the first class so attend the nxt one.. Haizz its like becoming a habit that i must kick! HAIZZ den the nxt class waas a pain.. seriously i was not even paying attention, keep turning to the back.. Den wen asked, i dunno how to answer.. but i know it at the beginning of the year.. haizz why!! den break..

Break nvr eat coz nk save money uhh.. Haizz tokin bout money im daamm siann already.. im down to my last withdrawal.. and this week im packed wif lots of activities.. wanna stay at home, boring mendaq but den go out no money.. my skin felt so thickenned by asking mom bout money.. I know she also have her probs but am i being a good son by asking me bout money.. see luuhh maybe nxt week i swear i go find work.. hmm

Nxt class got test. Hiaazz as usual i goof arnd and make my cher real mad i think but den wen he dismissed my class go break, i stayed on to do.. He was bit suprised why i nvr follow the rest and ther i think, he really see the true side of me. I was always asking qns abt the circuit and wif abit of his help i did it in juz a try.. Amazing me! LOL its so confusing.. see if we put in effort and hardwork, ppl will realise aand u will suceed! and yes i passed!! happy me!! Go home went for ngaji den go home.. hmm im trying to learn bass now but im tired..

THATS ALL

TMRW ONE PERIOD

SESSION WITHOUT RYTHEM

HAIZZ!! NO MONEY!!

(i felt as a loner for a day)

tired sleepy..

2009-07-13T00:05:00.004+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

no tution right? but Abg abu came to my house at 1..Im stunned, i tot last week, he said that there is no tution but if got he will msg me.. So he didnt msg me so i tot no tution.. haha so im quite surprised he came. But no tution luhh coz i juz woke up and the house was in a mess.. So sorry.

So went down to play soccer wif neighbourhood buds but aiyoh... Got paikia playing basket ball. Wargh now den u wan play. Haha so decided to go up to the rooftop carpaek to play.. HAHA best soccer experience.. coz basically, u cant ram, or play high ball, so must keep it low, below knee lvl so its more challenging.. Fun ah!! haha run abit laugh like mad.. haha jokers.. so its all goes well till me, HMM AS AMIN PREDICTED wil drop the ball to the ground floor.. HAIZZ!!

So den all decided to play below de i go find ball.. Idiot they found it and nvr tell me not fair.. Den wen they decide to tell me we played in the court since the paikia all left.. haha!! lol but too tired so played a while den slacked.. LOL i too tired to go out today so juz play soccer..

Cb lah tmrw school, to be frank, i hatee school to the core.. Why i even goes still a mystery since i dun need it!!

THATS ALL

TMRW CB SCHOOL

DEN DUNNO LUHH

(lets spent tonight on top of the world..)

POP GOES THE WEASEL!!

2009-07-11T23:49:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

i went to Ajeet's crib, private and exclusive, no one except me and Ash knw the location.. Haha!! So we reached ther arnd 1130 den at ther we were like sight-seeing in Ajeet hse coz the last time we went, we dun have the chance so haizz.. We looked at Ajeet's rare never before seen photos wen he was young.. Ajeet so cute!! Haha we had pizza for lunch and tok crap wif Ajeets brother, Amarpal.. Haha hyper-active guy..

Den we head to sengkang coz Ajeet got hockey match there and haizz we go support him luhh.. GOOO AJEET!!! haha and his team won 3-1!! He didnt score but if he does, he promise to shout my naame!! haha but haizz smtgs are not meant to be.. Den Sasa came to watch the match together but leave a while to meet fren.. lol after match, went to the shower which im embarassed like hell.. I was singing i DONT WANNA MISS A THING BY AEROSMITH and i was getting ready for the chorus den one apek came in and stare at me wif his wierd face.. haha paiseh!! Lol den took cab to tamp..

Met Dicky, Angga, Marc, Ivan, ZJ and Adriel ther so we watch the movie ice age 3.. BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKY!!! LOL present ltr, now money dried up!! HAHA!! So the movie was okay luhh, abit boring, im quite sleepy so i think i slept halfway but lots of comedies.. rating 2/5! den wen to have dinner den go home wif ash.. Haizz thts all luhh!!

THATS ALL

TMRW I HAVE NO PLANS

MAYBE PLAY SOCCER

NO TUTION

WARGH!!!

(im lost for words..)

IM TOO TIRED..

2009-07-10T23:45:00.002+08:00

HAIZZ SO TODAY..

i didnt go to school today. Im too sleepy to even wake up.. I woke up at 12pm, and my class ends at 12.. And im going to have counselling this monday coz of my blurness.. Dun wan tok bout it lah, make my head spin!! So i went prayer juz now wif Amin coz he start school late.. So after payers, went home first, took the bus, daam sleepy luhh den went home and sleep..

Den wake up at 5.. EH GOT BAND MEETING LUHH!! haha so rush all the way down to meet them at hougang point and they are all there... Haizz im always the late comer.. I think i blur king already.. First i took the wrong bus all the way to hg mall den i got lost. Lucky Hailmi direct me if not, by the time i regain my consiousness, im at tuas.. HAHA so reach ther at 6.. 1 hr late den the promised time.. Got Alwee ther and sorry sab for disturbing ur lappy.. Laen kali tkmo disturb ah, keep my finger to myself!! So den slacked at mc for a while and since Syaza rushing haizz we decide first den go.. So the nxt jammin sesion is on the 1st of august at outram.. haha quite long sia!!! WTH!!

After Syaza left we slacked outside at mc till Amin come.. He cam only and all the crap starts.. Cant stop laughing siols!! i love this type of company and we keep on disturbing Sab coz since Syaza is not there.. hmmm see luhh whose nxt.. HAHA jkjk only!! So slacked till like 830 den walked all the way to Bowen Sec to take bus.. Hailmi and Alwee ride a bike so Amin,Sab and me walked luhh den take bus.. Haizz Sab took bus first den Me and Amin.. HAIZZ i tok to him alot during the trip and i realise, ppl no matter how happy they are, still got problems.. Haizz i think today wakes me up!!

See wat i did, alot ppl comment my post is an eyesore so oklah guys i dun be fanatic and tone down the colours to juz 1!!

THATS ALL

TMRW MOVIE

HOCKEY WIF AJEET, ASH AND VANESSA?!

HAHA LOL GOOD COMPANY!!

(haizz cant wait!!)